Heheh... hahahaha...
[It's been a long while, since LB last made a call to the network, but from her lengthy laugh, it should be pretty telling that all wasn't quite right, in her mind. A sharp intake of breath is heard. calming her giggling down before she begins to speak.]I think - I think I speak for all of us when I say what the
fuck happened, huh?
[The tone is odd in that sentence, obviously an attempt at halfhearted humor.]But... it wasn't all bad.
Eeheehee -- I got to
kill the group of people I always fantasized about killing -- something I never even
dreamed was possible. And it felt
good --
hahaha --
so good.
[Her prideful tone then falters.]Or at least it
did, at the time. I had always thought that if I could just get the chance to kill them, it would fix everything and everything would be okay again.
Ahahaha -- but nothing... nothing's changed.
[Hesitantly, she adds:] I'm still
laughing.It's - it's just because the whole thing was -
different, right? Sort of like a passing nightmare? It would be different if it were
real, wouldn't it? If it were a situation I was more familiar with?
[LB speaks hopefully, genuinely believing that she could be happy again if she could just kill the right person.]I guess what I really want to know is if anyone has ever managed to kill someone that really caused problems for them.
Heeheeheehee... and more importantly, did it make you feel
good?[A heavy sigh passes.] That's all... thanks.