☩ 008. VIDEO | ACTION
[ Lucrezia is in one of the lounges! Sprawled on one of the sofas, fingers busy turning a pendent of gold in the shape of a sea-horse. There are no poems today, no joyful greetings, something is different. She looks more pensive than anything else but there is a shade of concern there as well as quiet annoyance.
When she speaks, her voice is devoid of any of it. Her eyes still focused on the sea-horse. ]
A riddle, Tranquility.
How to mourn for someone who does not deserve it?
If your duty demands it and you have no desire to - do all men need to be mourned for? Is it a a more grievous sin not to mourn than it is to speak false words of grievance?
[ a beat. ]
Perhaps I must fast again.
[ a moment later she puts down her necklace, smiles. ]
I would have a cup of wine with your answer, if any of you have some to spare. You will join me in the lounge.
[ and it is not a question. ]
When she speaks, her voice is devoid of any of it. Her eyes still focused on the sea-horse. ]
A riddle, Tranquility.
How to mourn for someone who does not deserve it?
If your duty demands it and you have no desire to - do all men need to be mourned for? Is it a a more grievous sin not to mourn than it is to speak false words of grievance?
[ a beat. ]
Perhaps I must fast again.
[ a moment later she puts down her necklace, smiles. ]
I would have a cup of wine with your answer, if any of you have some to spare. You will join me in the lounge.
[ and it is not a question. ]
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I cannot speak about God.
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There is no priest nor cardinal in this ship so I would be able to confess and be forgiven.
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Is God good?
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[ but she chuckles. ]
Yes. God is Good.
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Then would he condemn someone for being true to her heart?
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[ she thinks of it. ]
What if her heart is wicked and she is true to its wickedness?
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Her heart is not wicked.
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And tell me this: who was he to judge her?
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[ not to her, not in her eyes. never. ]
He took me from my family and I - I hoped he will be sweet. Or amiable. Or kind. Yet he loathed us all and considered a Borgia wife a humiliation and i bore the marks of his punishment for weeks and weeks.
[ yet she punished him in return and now he is dead. ]
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Then if your God is just, he's been sent to the Hell of which Christians speak. If your God is good, then he hates that man as much as any right-thinking human being would.
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If I shall never forgive him for what he had done to me, would I be wicked as well?
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[That answer is firm - but laced through with genuine venom.]
Frankly, I think it would just make you rational. Be kind; that's a good thing. But don't just extend forgiveness to those who have done wrong. There are evil people in the world, and they shouldn't simply be comforted and coddled because their victims are too kind to hate them as they ought to be hated.
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[That's said thoughlessly; he hesitates after a moment, and then adds, just a touch less brashly:]
If you would permit such interference, that is.
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Then if he were ever to show up, and if he were to try to interfere with you, he would quickly see the inside of a holding cell. Indefinitely.
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[ very carefully; it is a vow she had taken but it is undone now. And perhaps that is truly the heart of the matter. ]
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With your permission, and if you're all right with it in view of your religion, I can have you divorced from him.
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I would request you to do so. What must I do?
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Sign some documents I'll prepare. I'll have to sit with you and ask you a few questions, as I'm not altogether familiar with the details of the law under which you were married, but it should be simple enough. The procedure of a few weeks and no more.
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