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36411- ᴛʏᴋᴇ × ᴛᴀʏʟᴏʀ ᴋᴇᴇ ([personal profile] puppydogeyes) wrote in [community profile] ataraxion2013-01-09 09:56 pm

NINE: video

[The room Taylor's sat in is dark, unidentifiable from the wall behind her, but soft, blue-tinged light from another source washes over her face intermittently. It highlights how drawn she looks, pale, tired. She's a mess, really. Even by Tranquility standards.]

It's January, right? Been counting on the jumps since I got here. [She isn't slurring as she speaks, but the lack of focus in her expression and sluggishness to her movements makes it clear she's inebriated to anyone who knows what to look for.] Guess it doesn't matter though. Just start calling them by numbers. I was meant to turn twenty in December. Be an instructor back at the Academy. [She frowns for a moment, taking a drink out of an unlabelled bottle.] Or maybe they'd have terminated me.

[Another pause, and she shifts off to the side for a moment, putting the bottle down. When she comes back into view she’s holding something else – a mask. Her mask, an mongrel canine face, beaten, bruised and bloody. She holds it up, hanging off the fingers of one hand.]

Turns out these show you ghosts. Hallucinations. Whatever. If that isn't fucked up enough to get you thinking don't touch them, you're a fucking idiot. [Very evidently angry, suddenly, half a snarl on her mouth. She looks at the mask again, then drops it to one side.] Didn't want to see my old man the little he was around, sure as fuck didn't want to see him here. Thing I've been thinking, though - what do you see, you wear someone else's?

[She doesn't hold the second mask up for the camera, but it's there in her hands, looks like a modern military gas mask. She's quiet for a long while, like she maybe forgot she even had the comms running, all of the anger and energy drained out of her again.]

Tommy's gone. Gone last jump. Told him he would, cause everyone goes. [A thin smile, strained, sad, and then gone again.] Guess I didn't wanna be right.
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-13 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's hard to speak of him. it never had been before, but it was now, because this had all been a reprieve. he was here and she was here, in this stop-gap time between her death and what came after. and now he was gone, and she'd never see him again.

she'd not said good-bye this time either. ]


Mm, that one was mine.

[ her voice is soft, sad in the ways of widows, but irene had never been a widow. ]
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-13 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a sigh, a breath of a laugh. ]

He was meant to be well-behaved.

[ numbers. well, it's a novel way to resolve the situation. no one else has thought of that. ]

We didn't share. They're not things you share, men named Sherlock Holmes.
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-15 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
It never does.

[ it's such an all encompassing statement. this is everything irene is. it's the knowledge that love fails, that men fail you, that all is temporary and what is important is your ability to ten to yourself. ]
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-15 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
You're smart. But I knew that already.

[ she had to be something special, something extraordinary, to catch her counterpart's attention, after all. ]
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-16 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
No?
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-17 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't underestimate yourself. It's unbecoming.
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-18 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
I never overestimate, my dear.
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[personal profile] jilt 2013-01-22 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Mine do.

[ or they have so far. but then, irene's learned to be more cautious than she was before, hadn't she? death is a stricter teacher than most. ]