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[blasphemous]

[It's been a long time since Meg has done something so public. She mostly just brings up things with others when they decide to show their face on the network. It's not even anger that fuels her right now. She's ticked off, sure, but that's just at the thought that still people were siding with the whole 'demon' thing instead of what she actually had been accomplishing here.]

[She's not healing. Not as quickly as she expected, at least. It's possible that it's the ship. That she's just worn out her welcome with the body that's been reconstituted at her request. One little spill into holy fire and a bit of torture -- one would think she'd be able to handle this easier.]

[Her eye isn't swollen shut at least. Bruised, yes. Lacerations look worse than they feel, the split lip is where her current aggravation is, and all the ice in the world won't get rid of the swollen state of her jaw. The rest of her is equally banged up, but she's not doing a full-frontal thing here.]

You know what I really hate? [Given that she could bring up a dozen things that have something to do with her getting summoned and then beat to hell... instead she goes the opposite route.]

When you bite the inside of your lip, it swells up, and then you spend all that time trying hard not to bite the swollen spot, but you can never manage it. You bite it again and again. It just keeps reopening, the blood keeps tinting everything you eat.

Even worse is when you figure it's almost healed and then you bite down on it even harder than the first time around.

[She frowns.] Oh, if anyone has any straws -- I'm looking for some. This split lip is a real bitch to try and drink anything.

[It's difficult to not mention Jo and what happened. To make her into the villain for a change, but it's not worth it. People know Jo. They'll side with her over a demon pretty easily. She's sure of that. For all that everyone says that what happened back home stays there -- she knows it's all just something we tell each other so we can sleep better at night.]

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[lacksgrace]

Uh. Did something happen that I need to know about?

[ Even if he has a really good idea, and guess what? Now he's pissed. ]

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[blasphemous]

That you need to know about? [She looks thoughtful for a moment.]

No, I don't think so.

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[lacksgrace]

Don't play that game with me, Meg. I'm really not in the mood.

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[blasphemous]

You're not in the mood? [Ha. Ha ha ha. No, seriously, she doesn't care.]

There's nothing you need to know about.

cas comes later :|b

[iceboxed]

[okay, so perhaps he shouldn't be having conversations with strangers in general. especially those who look like they've been fighting. or those talking openly about blood.

yeah

oh well-]

If you numb it with ice first, it should be easier to eat. And if medical don't have anything to put on it, you can use honey. If you want.

[yeah. first hand experience is a bitch]

yes. good.

[blasphemous]

[New faces aren't a bad thing. She's pretty sure she's seen this one before. Maybe with Boyd... or talking to Stiles at some point in one of his broadcasts. She does appreciate the tips.]

I would think honey would be full of sugar and things you don't really want in open wounds.

[iceboxed]

Usually, yeah. But honey also helps with healing too. I think you have to use the raw stuff though, but someone has a hive here, so maybe they'd help?

[blasphemous]

I guess raw would make sense.

Most of the stuff that comes in those bears isn't natural honey anyway. Artificial flavorings make the grocery store interesting.

[She takes a moment to dab her finger to her lip, tasting that bit of metallic blood taste.] So, are you a med student or just a trouble maker?

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[chromosomes]

What happened to you?

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[blasphemous]

[She smirks.]

Not a fan of the new look?

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[chromosomes]

Not really, no.

[ blunt. ]

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[faithlessly]

[ he's so done with you, meg. so done. and yet here he is, after the whole mess has gone down and jo's been put away. ]

You know you had that coming, right?

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[blasphemous]

Excuse me? [Where is Castiel to hold her flower?]

I had that coming? [she shakes her head. There's a moment where she considers encrypting this, making it private, but fuck it. She had been trying to do the DECENT thing and not bring up who did this to her, but if he wants to tell her she deserved this? No. Nope.]

That's got to be the best shining example of victim blaming, I have ever seen. Congrats, Dean. You realize she summoned me. She trapped me. She beat the shit out of me.

I might have talked through out the whole thing, but I never raised a single finger to lay anything to her. You want to talk about what I did back home over two years ago? You want to talk about how I brought hounds with me, because I knew you guys were going to be stupid and try something?

Sure, let's talk. [She's pissed.]

You want to talk about how I sent them after you? Yep. I did that. Create a scene, distract, and I went off to check on other things.

I wasn't there for her big finish.

I don't even know what happened. Those details aren't even in my peripheral.

[She takes a moment to pause.]

Truthfully, I don't even care how she died. She's a hunter. That's what happens to hunters. They die. They make choices and they either win or they lose.

[She smirks, almost sickeningly amused.]

Speaking of choices where we win or lose...

How about we talk about how she didn't even know I was here? How you decided to be the fucking gate-keeper on all the important shit that people should know? You think keeping all those secrets is going to keep you safe? That it's not going to just build up and drown you one day?

[Her gaze narrows.] I've been here for a while, Dean. I haven't done shit on this boat to deserve half the crap I get handed.

She might be pissed at what happens, but beating the shit out of me isn't going to fix it. It's not going to make her better or alive.

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[faithlessly]

[ well jesus fucking christ.

dean's stunned and quiet for a long beat, and when she's finally done? he just... clears his throat, shifting a little. ]

You done? 'Cause she has every right to be pissed with you, Meg. You're directly involved with her death, fuck whether you actually killed her or not. You brought the goddamn mutts there.

Yeah, I should've fuckin' told her, I know, but that doesn't change your part in her death one freakin' bit. If you really think bein' on good behavior on some spaceship's gonna change that then you'll have another thing comin' once she's free again.

[rebelled]

[chicken soup.

he's seen people eat it when they're ill. seen mothers make it for their children to aid in a speedier recovery. so while meg may not be suffering from something as mundane as the sniffles, it's chicken soup that he ends up arriving with when he flies on over.

chicken soup and a few more supplies borrowed from the med bay.]

You're meant to be resting.

[blasphemous]

[Resting isn't going to come easy for her now. The argument with Dean riled her up and she's mostly glad that Cas hadn't been there for that. Given the spot he's in already, she definitely wouldn't want him shoved in the middle of that anymore than he already is.

She knows the mistakes she made, but she also hasn't exactly shown much remorse when it comes to them. If anything, she stays behind her idea of 'doing her job' and 'being good at her job'. It's ironic that Dean works by the same motto, but because he's on the other side of things he's the one that's right. She'd said it to Robb and the longer she's on this ship the more she wishes that the humans were the smaller population group. That they were the ones that were seen as wrong for being so against others.

Castiel is trying and she appreciates that, but chicken soup doesn't solve the problem she's having right now. It doesn't stop that people still think she deserved it. It doesn't stop that Dean clearly has the opinion that Jo should be able to just keep coming at her.]

Chicken soup? [She gives him a skeptical look.]

You know, I don't have the flu.

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[gilding]

I've been told there are several on board with the ability to speed up an injury's healing. Perhaps that might be a better avenue to ask after, rather than straws.

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[blasphemous]

[Meg cants her head, thinking about it for a moment.]

I've been told to go to medical, but I heal on my own. It's just going to take a few days, then I'll be just fine.

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[gilding]

[That gets raised eyebrows, slightly, and a small shake of his head before he speaks again.]

Well, that leaves this whole message a little gratuitous, then. Or were you hoping to make some other impact other than offers of assistance?

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[billybadass]

[ hey girl, have audio because johns looks like shit and he'd rather not share. unlike some people. ]

What, you try to bite your own face off? Or do you have a complaint to file.

[ he doesn't sound particularly concerned. slightly amused, maybe. ]

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[blasphemous]

[Cracking a grin, she shakes her head.]

That's a new turn of phrase.

Who would I be filing a complaint to?

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[billybadass]

Not me, but I can pass it along to SEC. My name's Johns.

[ but jokes aside, he's mildly curious. someone who's gotten the crap beaten out of them is less boring than everything else he's seen lately, at least. ]

So what's the official story?

so late to this party, but give me some meg cr ;w;

[vampirates]

[ Benny gives a low whistle. He doesn't know who Meg is, has never met her before... and while vamps might have some incredible abilities to sniff out one of their own kind or see angels shining like a beacon, demon detection is not one of them. ]

Looks like you were on the wrong end of a fist. Hate to see the other guy.

[blasphemous]

[She's amused and also, if he could pick out a demon like her over video like this, she'd want to know that trick.]

Nah, this wasn't one of those fights. I fought with my words. They weren't fond of what I was saying.

[vampirates]

[ I think everyone would want to know that trick, but alas... only the really damned and angels seem capable of seeing a demons' twisted mien. ]

I take it from your, uh, demeanor... you ain't about to blame 'em. You think you had it comin'?