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Soooo... hey. I'm Sam. You guys probably met me before - I've lost a few years, and, uh. I guess I don't remember the last few trips here. So if anybody'd like to fill me in about - whatever the hell I did around here, I'd love to refresh my memory.

[Not that he could, either way. He's a babyface (who still looks a bit like he got into a barfight).]

Actually, I wanted to ask - anybody got any useful books? Outside of this place, I mean. Anything with actual - information. Nonfiction stuff, old age books, whatever.

[It's been about a week since Sam got aboard the ship, and really, he's mostly been trying to find anything to occupy his time in the library. Yeah, yeah, he's a nerd or whatever; Dean's probably said anything you could say about his bookworm stuff. But he's not too content with the selection, and as he's scanning through the holographic consoles; the green-glow plays off his face as he sighs, leaning back to talk to the comm. Hi everyone, I'm a moose, how's it going.]

I'm not really finding anything remotely helpful here - not much of a surprise, considering everything else I've read on the network about this place... [He squints up at the hologram, shaking his head.] A ship like this without anything helpful in the library? I guess everyone's pretty much already guessed something got rid of anything important here. Now all you've got is...

[what the hell is this - he half-laughs, throughly amused and repulsed as he reads the passage aloud]

"Captain Haroldo set his phasers to love as the exotic alien princess ran her hands down his glistening abs..."

[He trails off, and whatever he reads in his head after that is clearly beautiful enough to make him laugh aloud.]

Dude, gross. Look, Dean, this stuff was practically made for you.

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[Not much later, he includes a quick little encryption - it was kinda interesting, to mess with. Go technology. More importantly... there's someone he wants to - meet? Re-meet? He's not even sure what to call it, but he knows that it's better to have a chat sooner than later.]

[To Jo Harvelle // Encrypted 50%]

Hey, uh... I hope I'm doing this right.

Jo?

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[ eehhhhh... he kinda figured. ]

There's no point to worry 'bout the future of, y'know, who you become or what we do when we're stuck here. [ if only it was that simple, right? ] Ain't this a big enough mess already?

[ "I'm a freak with weird visions, I'm scared, I'm falling behind, I'm worried something's wrong with me, I'm worried you don't trust me because I'm going to do something awful, I need your help here, I need to believe you when you say it's okay because you're my big brother and I need that security - " ]

Alright, fine. Alright.

I'll just - look through what the info guide has. While I'm waiting for... Whatever we're waiting for.

Maybe if we're lucky, I might even see something coming...

[ he doesn't necessarily like hiding things from sam, but they're only a week into this and......

dean still has no fucking idea how to even begin telling him about it all. ]

You mean with the whole-- [ VAGUE GESTURING AT FOREHEAD. ] -- thing?

[ Dude, a week's an eternity for someone like Sam who's essentially stuck with old crappy lit and a head full of troubling thoughts.

He rolls his eyes. ]

That weird mystery thing my brain's been doing lately, yeah.

[ HE DOESNT LIKE YOUR WEIRD MIND POWERS NEVER MIND REFERRING TO THEM AS SUCH. and not to mention it just brings him down memory lane right to ruby and demon blood and ahahahahahhahahahaha. ]

Just-- I don't know, don't overdo it with that stuff. [ beat. ] If you can help it.

[ he scrubs at his cheek, sighing. ]

I can't help it, it does what it wants to do.

But at least it might help. If it helps out in a place like this, maybe it's a good idea to actually want it around.

[ maybe he could save people, stop them from dying in the halls ]

I mean, we helped that family while dad did the Colt fake out. Maybe it's worth it here.

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Or the ship could mess with you through it. This place has a thing for exploitin' weaknesses, man, and I don't wanna see you goin' crazy 'cause of your, uh, thing.

[He huffs through his nose.]

What a vote of confidence.

[Even if that makes him nervous; he knows the ship likes to dick around, if the guide is anything to go by. He actually also adds an encryption, for privacy's sake.]

And we're gonna have to talk about that sooner better than later, by the way.

What the hell do you know about my weird power crap?

[He was told about yellow eyes, sure, but the powers thing is pretty damn important. Don't go turning into John about this; he will call you out on that shit in a heartbeat.]

I know that it ain't anything but trouble, Sam. And if you overdo it, you're gonna get hooked on that.

[ granted, he doesn't have a demon whispering shit into his ear or feeding him blood...

but dean? dean still remembers the hurt and betrayal of sam choosing ruby over him, and he really doesn't want to go down memory lane with sam's powers. never mind the awfulness of azazel's little kidnapping thing with all his mojo'd kids. ]

[He scoffs, trying to sound lighthearted about this.]

Hooked? It's not some weird drug, Dean.

[You're worrying too much there.

But more importantly, he's plenty worried that you're worried.]

I can't exactly overdo it if I can't control it.

[ he falls quiet, because he could talk about how it is addictive for sam, later. but that would mean talking about the future and-- yeah, not happening right now. ]

Right, yeah. Just be careful, man.

[ he could say a lot to that, a lot

but he doesn't ]

Right back at you, you jerk.

Yeah, yeah, shut up, bitch.

[ WHICH IS HIS WAY OF SAYING TTYL and ending the feed. ]

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