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[chromosomes]

Learning to juggle. Anyone have tips?

Any other hobbies around that people have picked up here?

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[puppydogeyes]

This you trying to tell me I'm working you too hard?

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[chromosomes]

No. I just don't sleep well.

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[puppydogeyes]

I know.

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[chromosomes]

You ever think it's possible to think too much?

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[puppydogeyes]

Think that's thinking too much all on its own.

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[puppydogeyes]

[A moment later.]

Do it all the time.

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[chromosomes]

I'm fine when I'm in mission mode. Don't break a damn thing I don't want to.

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[puppydogeyes]

[Oh. That suddenly makes a lot of sense.]

What do you think about?
How you're going to break shit?

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[chromosomes]

I guess. How faster I am, how I could without trying.

It wasn't a problem on Olduvai because I couldn't think about it. Wasn't a problem on Strela or during the fog or on patrol. Just the rest of the time, especially after what happened to my door.

I guess that's why I like juggling. I can't think too much or I'll fuck it up, so then I just focus on it and I... don't.

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[puppydogeyes]

You will get used to it.
Won't even realize you've stopped thinking about it.
It'll just be okay, one day.

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[chromosomes]

All of this is helping.
Makes it routine, something I don't have to think about as much even when I am thinking about it.

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[puppydogeyes]

Just got to keep at it.

[But really what she's thinking now is she needs to figure out the next stage. Juggling vegetables wasn't going to cut it much longer.]

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[chromosomes]

I'm good at routines.

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[puppydogeyes]

You know, most soldiers are.
Weird.

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[chromosomes]

Funny.