ataraxion | [text] eridan's guide to being melancholy

howw many trolls are evven left on this ship anymore
i mean seriously an i thought wwe wwere small numbers before the jump noww its just like me an wwhat twwo or three others

tavvs gone i thought that wwould be kind a fuckin awwesome since he wwas a fuckin burden alwways hangin around bein stupid an having shitty slam poetry sessions wwith gam like that wwas somethin they wwere good at
hint there is no fuckin wway either a them wwere evver good at that in the history of for fuckin evver
but still its kind a unsettlin i mean okay so say they did just go back to wwherevver in time an space they came from
thats not fuckin reassurin our time an space sucked almost as much as this fuckin creepy ship
an wwhat does that say about the rest a us
i mean wwe could disappear at any fuckin time an go back to wwhatevver livves wwe left
or in some cases wwe just die an end up in dream bubbles not that i expect any a you to knoww wwhat thats about
wwould wwe evven remember wwhat happened or wwould wwe completely just forget

an wwhat if wwe dont go back wwhere wwe came from wwhen wwe disappear
wwhat the fuck happens
shit wwhat if this is wwhat that wweird fuckin text in that room wwas talkin about
ugh
i guess im just kind a wworried about all a this i mean howw are wwe supposed to protect ourselvves an howw can anyone handle hangin around here knowwin that shit could happen at any time
poof
i could be gone after i hit send here
if i dont respond thats wwhat happened
ivve just plain disappeared off a the face a the fuckin univverse

noww i dont wwant to hit send wwhat if i fucked myself ovver just then by sayin that
cod
this is stupid
fuck this