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I NEEd chains.

[ That's it. That's what you get. Oh, no, wait. She knows exactly what Stiles and Kira would suggest in this moment. She should ask nicely. It's less effort over text than in person, so even though she's rolling around miserably right now because she had it on good authority that weres don't really get sick unless it's wolfsbane, she can manage. ]

Please. :)

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Great. I'll go there too. but being in a storage container wont help the person in there with me.

[ She needs to learn control, which means not being alone to her own wild animal instincts when the full moon rolls around. That's not optional. And she's not going to let herself hurt Stiles like she did her mother and sister. ]

[ Yeah ok but person ?? control ?? ]

Sorry, but why is there another person involved? The point is to keep them out.

Because otherwise im going to crawl into a storage container every month and its not going to get better. Which means bad luck for the month that i dont make it in.

[ And beyond that? She doesn't want to go through it alone. It's chock full of emotional trauma because it's lapsing back into the same state she was in when she ripped her family apart. But also because Scott proves that it doesn't have to be that way. ]

[ He couldn't get Derek to shut up about control, so the connection's easy to make. But the idea of having anyone remotely close to you during the full moon is still horrifying, frankly, so knowing isn't exactly the same as understanding. ]

You mean you're trying to learn to control it. The person with you, they know how to do that? What happens if they get hurt?

That's what the chains are for. I would never let that happen.

[ actually, she's terrified of exactly that. every time. but the chains hold, and stiles refuses to leave, so. ]

Not on purpose, maybe, but mistakes happen.

You'd be better off learning about control in your downtime and keeping people as far away from you as possible on the full moon.

[ Optimism 101. But mistakes always happen, in his experience, so it's difficult to have much faith in an approach that opens the door to them. ]

Why should I listen to anything you have to say?

Because I know what it's like to make that kind of mistake. If you can do something to prevent it and you don't, that's on you.

That's what I'm trying to do. They said this was how.

They who? Derek? What, is he trying to sell you on meditation and anchors?

I dont even know Derek.[ seeing him once in mexico doesn't count. she didn't even realize he was on board until this moment because he's not a teenager. ] Scott. Scott is supposed to help

[ wait ]

Isn't he like 15

17

[ what do you mean that's not the point ]

[ Oh my god ]

Is he the one who's going to sit out the full moon with you?

No But hes helping me learn how to get through it

Then I hope he knows what he's doing.

He's the alpha. He has to.

[ The last time he’d heard alpha talk had been basically awful. Still, he knows enough to get that it’s not the same for everyone, so for once he keeps any commentary to himself. ]

How soon?

[ He doesn’t bother to elaborate. If she’s as worried about the shift as she says she is, the implication will be obvious. ]

I don't know. It's math. I suck at math. Stiles said he'd figure it out.

[ Josh should feel grateful he was spared the menstrual analogy here. ]

[ why is stiles all up on all the were-ladies tho ]

Stiles is the one who's going with you.

[ A question?? Maybe?? ]

He always does.

[ So, obviously. ]

Of course he does.

[ Heavy judgment implied. Washing his hands of all of you tbh. ]

WHAt is that supposed to mean

It means I'm not surprised. Apparently hanging out with unstable werewolves is one of the guy's favorite hobbies.

Im probably the only unstable one

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