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[majestyofthethrone]

How do you keep faith, here? How do you remember that God wants...how do you keep some kind of faith, keep from losing your mind with the things that happen to us?

My whole life I've heard God; all I had to do was listen and there He was, like music, like a symphony, and even when I was at the height of being terrified, there He was just working the notes of this great symphony. But then I followed that music, I followed Grigori, and I did something and now I can't hear anything, for the first time I've lost God and I just want Him back-

What if I did was unforgivable? What if saving another person isn't enough? What if what I did has stained my soul?

How do I keep believing that God loves me when I can't hear Him anymore?

How do you keep faith?

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[stimulations]

[His eyebrows lift slightly, not really one to be able to say what was blasphemous or not. Instead, he just considers her words.]

If he really is all he's meant to be, then it could be incredibly simplistic to call him just love. But then, love is incredibly complex in itself. Forgiveness is just a facet.

[majestyofthethrone]

Maybe the one who can't forgive is me.

[stimulations]

[That gets a more gentle look.]

That's something you can work on. Should work on.

[majestyofthethrone]

I don't know if I'm good at forgiveness.

[stimulations]

It can be hard to learn. But we're all capable of it.