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☩ 015. VIDEO.
This day has found me sad.
[ there is not much of an introduction today. Lucrezia Borgia, wrapped in a blanket in her bed, pale fingers flipping through a book which lies open in her lap. ]
What can be done to expel such?
[ there is not much of an introduction today. Lucrezia Borgia, wrapped in a blanket in her bed, pale fingers flipping through a book which lies open in her lap. ]
What can be done to expel such?
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[ she half fears it; if she asks to see her, it must be horrid. She wonders if it's about Giovanni Sforza. ]
Tell me where, I will go there.
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I will go there now.
[ she does exactly that, walks from her room to the gardens, dressed in her crimson silks, hair falling down her back since arriving there is more important than braiding it. She is hard to miss, yes; beautiful and royal as she is, it is impossible not to catch a glimpse of her.
For all that she worries (what did she see?) Lucrezia cannot help but smile, something sweet and indulging on her lips as she curtsies. ]
My Lady.
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[ she walks alongside her. ]
Many on the ship know a bit too much of my secrets already.
[ whatever lies they read in their history books. ]
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She falls silent for a moment, trying to decide how to phrase this.]
I will not leave you in suspense longer than is necessary. In your memory, I bore witness to a conversation between you and your servant. She bathed you and cleaned your wounds, advising you how to cope with the husband who inflicted them upon you.
[So simply said, but such powerful implications. It takes a great deal of restraint for Galadriel to school her expression- to keep back the anger and the disgust she feels on Lucrezia's behalf, at least until she knows how the girl will react. This is not about what Galadriel feels, after all.
She stops in her tracks and turns to face Lucrezia.] Forgive me. It brings me no joy to come bearing a reminder of atrocities committed against you. You have been hurt enough already; I would not add to your pain.
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He is no longer my husband.
[ she stops as well, meets her eye. She is calm. ]
He is no longer among the living.
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And then it is repeated- slowly and more controlled, but no less fierce for it.] Good.
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Yes. I do not miss him.
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[ and when it came down to her own husband, she didn't mind the duty; she prayed to God to forgive her for breaking her vows after Giovanni Sforza broke his and took away from her the one thing she thought would not be her share (I will not be beaten, she said to her moor one summer morning). ]
I could not perform such duty, I fear.
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[It reminds her, in a way, of Irissë and Eöl. Eöl had thought he could own her cousin, thought that his wife and son were his utterly, and it had ended with her death. And his, in punishment; Galadriel wasn't sorry that he was dead either.]
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[ she cannot imagine it but it does catches her interest ]
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[ it's only here that she learned to think of all of this as a wrongdoing, as something God nor men would approve. ]
And here - there is no one to speak of such justice if he would come.
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At the very least, I may promise you that, even should he arrive, he will not touch you again. [She doesn't make promises lightly either]
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[ but the promise does make her smile. Lucrezia's cunning goes hand in hand with kindness. she keeps her allies close but she loves them well. ]
but with a promise from one so wonderful, I may yet be able to sleep in peace.
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[A knowing smile. Don't think that she's missed that there's a little manipulation going on here. It just happens that Lucrezia's goals are perfectly acceptable to her and she's glad to help if she can.]
But if I have given you any peace of mind at all, I will be content.
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I wonder if I may place a kiss on the palm of the one who made me so joyous.
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If you wish.