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[text] eridan's guide to not being happy

i hate this fuckin ship

id rather be dead in my owwn homewworld than alivve here

[has someone been locked away in his room for the entirety of this jump so far? why yes he has]

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I come from one of the rougher ones.

But either way, there's nothing left for me there.

nothin left for me either but id rather be there

You sound like you're quitting.

maybe i am i guess i dunno its kind a fuckin futile to keep fightin for some kind a solution that doesnt end in evveryone gettin offed in increasingly brutal an terrifyin wways
i mean i got fuckin bisected by a chainsaww an the shit wwe go through here is still wway more fuckin traumatic an horrifyin
at least a home i kneww wwhat to do wwith myself instead a alwways bein six steps behind evven if te shit i did wwas awwful an all that i wwas still on top a shit
i could still do somethin

More people are going to die. I don't want that to happen but the reality is that they will. I know I've tried to help them and it's still not enough, and maybe it never will be.

[ Because people are idiots. ]

But there are things you can still do for the people who will listen. Even if it's just a few people... that's better than none.

nobody listens to me though

I know how that feels, too.

then you get wwhere im comin from like wwhats evven the point a tryin to help wwhen most a these ignoramuses wwould rather wwalk right into the big gapin mouth a their demise than yknoww actually listen to someone wwho might actually knoww wwhat theyre talkin about

at least wwhen youre dead you dont havve to deal wwith these coddamn morons

wwell you havve to deal wwith the morons from home but still i mean its a step up i guess

A ~~friend~~ acquaintance of mine would say that there isn't one. That you should look out for yourself and no one else. I died saving his life back home. I was... probably eaten. And despite his own advice, he still stays close.

There have to be people here that you care about. People you can focus on helping, even if the majority won't listen. People who will help you, too. Maybe that's all you can do. Maybe more will listen as what you says pays off, maybe they won't. But it's better than quitting.

[ She's not sure if she believes it herself. But she's not quitting, and there are people here she cares about. She's not letting them go, either. ]

bein eaten wwould suck

i guess there are people here i like enough to not wwant them to die i mean obvviously thats the case otherwwise i wwouldnt be so fuckin upset about them dyin an disappearin an shit but they wwont listen to me half a them are smarter than me an the other half knoww me too wwell to really fuckin trust wwhat i havve to say
wwhich is my fault i guess but still ivve been here for half a swweep noww i think ivve earned the chance to be the fuckin heroic type once in a wwhile
im not really thinkin a quittin in the end i mean itd be easier but i dont think i could stand bein on this ship just sittin around wwaitin for people to die or disappear id probably go crazy an that shit isnt fun no matter wwhat people might say

thats all assumin wwhat i say doesnt wwind up bein completely fuckin bunk a course but i think im pretty on top a this shit

Especially alive, yes.

Smart people can still be idiots. If they won't listen to good advice, then that just proves it. It doesn't make it any less frustrating though, I know that.

I wish I could help more, but this has been a problem I have, too. But I'll listen to you.

i guess i just gotta keep yellin at people until they realize im fuckin right its not like i can just like go home
not that it wwould matter if i did but still might as wwell make due wwith wwhat wwe got

an youre doin a better job a listenin than some of these morons who arent understandin the basic difference betwween bein dead here an bein dead in my homewworld
evven if i explain it to them they dont get it
theyre stupid as shit

You know, there should be doors that seal parts of the ship away from others. I wonder if we could use those.
Though knowing this ship, they're probably broken.

They probably aren't dead back home. That changes your perspective on things.

i dunno at least people from my wworld might die at any moment its pretty hard livvin there
but for the others i guess yeah
maybe
unless they died here
wwhich happens a lot

an i doubt that wwe could really do anythin to seal up the ship
after all most a us wwant to explore no matter wwhat happens
black holes an death traps dont do much to deter people around here

If they died here, they're probably not arguing with you.
I hope.

I suppose.
Unfortunately.

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