Eridan Ampora (
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ataraxion2013-01-23 05:40 am
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[text] eridan's guide to not being happy
i hate this fuckin ship
id rather be dead in my owwn homewworld than alivve here
[has someone been locked away in his room for the entirety of this jump so far? why yes he has]
id rather be dead in my owwn homewworld than alivve here
[has someone been locked away in his room for the entirety of this jump so far? why yes he has]
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at least wwhen youre dead you dont havve to deal wwith these coddamn morons
wwell you havve to deal wwith the morons from home but still i mean its a step up i guess
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friendacquaintance of mine would say that there isn't one. That you should look out for yourself and no one else. I died saving his life back home. I was... probably eaten. And despite his own advice, he still stays close.There have to be people here that you care about. People you can focus on helping, even if the majority won't listen. People who will help you, too. Maybe that's all you can do. Maybe more will listen as what you says pays off, maybe they won't. But it's better than quitting.
[ She's not sure if she believes it herself. But she's not quitting, and there are people here she cares about. She's not letting them go, either. ]
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i guess there are people here i like enough to not wwant them to die i mean obvviously thats the case otherwwise i wwouldnt be so fuckin upset about them dyin an disappearin an shit but they wwont listen to me half a them are smarter than me an the other half knoww me too wwell to really fuckin trust wwhat i havve to say
wwhich is my fault i guess but still ivve been here for half a swweep noww i think ivve earned the chance to be the fuckin heroic type once in a wwhile
im not really thinkin a quittin in the end i mean itd be easier but i dont think i could stand bein on this ship just sittin around wwaitin for people to die or disappear id probably go crazy an that shit isnt fun no matter wwhat people might say
thats all assumin wwhat i say doesnt wwind up bein completely fuckin bunk a course but i think im pretty on top a this shit
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Smart people can still be idiots. If they won't listen to good advice, then that just proves it. It doesn't make it any less frustrating though, I know that.
I wish I could help more, but this has been a problem I have, too. But I'll listen to you.
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not that it wwould matter if i did but still might as wwell make due wwith wwhat wwe got
an youre doin a better job a listenin than some of these morons who arent understandin the basic difference betwween bein dead here an bein dead in my homewworld
evven if i explain it to them they dont get it
theyre stupid as shit
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Though knowing this ship, they're probably broken.
They probably aren't dead back home. That changes your perspective on things.
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but for the others i guess yeah
maybe
unless they died here
wwhich happens a lot
an i doubt that wwe could really do anythin to seal up the ship
after all most a us wwant to explore no matter wwhat happens
black holes an death traps dont do much to deter people around here
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I hope.
I suppose.
Unfortunately.