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ataraxion2012-10-04 11:30 pm
fuckinghysterical) wrote in ataraxion2012-10-04 11:30 pm
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Heheh... hahahaha...
[It's been a long while, since LB last made a call to the network, but from her lengthy laugh, it should be pretty telling that all wasn't quite right, in her mind. A sharp intake of breath is heard. calming her giggling down before she begins to speak.]
I think - I think I speak for all of us when I say what the fuck happened, huh?
[The tone is odd in that sentence, obviously an attempt at halfhearted humor.]
But... it wasn't all bad. Eeheehee -- I got to kill the group of people I always fantasized about killing -- something I never even dreamed was possible. And it felt good -- hahaha -- so good.
[Her prideful tone then falters.]
Or at least it did, at the time. I had always thought that if I could just get the chance to kill them, it would fix everything and everything would be okay again. Ahahaha -- but nothing... nothing's changed. [Hesitantly, she adds:] I'm still laughing.
It's - it's just because the whole thing was - different, right? Sort of like a passing nightmare? It would be different if it were real, wouldn't it? If it were a situation I was more familiar with?
[LB speaks hopefully, genuinely believing that she could be happy again if she could just kill the right person.]
I guess what I really want to know is if anyone has ever managed to kill someone that really caused problems for them. Heeheeheehee... and more importantly, did it make you feel good?
[A heavy sigh passes.] That's all... thanks.
[It's been a long while, since LB last made a call to the network, but from her lengthy laugh, it should be pretty telling that all wasn't quite right, in her mind. A sharp intake of breath is heard. calming her giggling down before she begins to speak.]
I think - I think I speak for all of us when I say what the fuck happened, huh?
[The tone is odd in that sentence, obviously an attempt at halfhearted humor.]
But... it wasn't all bad. Eeheehee -- I got to kill the group of people I always fantasized about killing -- something I never even dreamed was possible. And it felt good -- hahaha -- so good.
[Her prideful tone then falters.]
Or at least it did, at the time. I had always thought that if I could just get the chance to kill them, it would fix everything and everything would be okay again. Ahahaha -- but nothing... nothing's changed. [Hesitantly, she adds:] I'm still laughing.
It's - it's just because the whole thing was - different, right? Sort of like a passing nightmare? It would be different if it were real, wouldn't it? If it were a situation I was more familiar with?
[LB speaks hopefully, genuinely believing that she could be happy again if she could just kill the right person.]
I guess what I really want to know is if anyone has ever managed to kill someone that really caused problems for them. Heeheeheehee... and more importantly, did it make you feel good?
[A heavy sigh passes.] That's all... thanks.
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