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ataraxion2015-06-04 09:27 am
forgodssake) wrote in ataraxion2015-06-04 09:27 am
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curious updates from this side of the ship, in continuation of this last post.
since then, several things have occurred in direct relation to the effects I last described. the observable ones include:
when I talked about this presence before, I talked about its influence exerted over us -- as if the membrane were a window, and the ░░░ng on the other side of it is shading through its influence like light.
what I've begun to sense is the opposite:
I believe we are imposing control over or towards "it". I think it is trying to detach from us, for whatever reason, and we are collectively not letting it break free, and this resistance is only increased via physical proximity, and the more the merri░░░░░
in extension and in support of that idea, I think we have more power than we realised.
in the past week, I have ob▓▓▓ed our ability to 'find' people and dimin░▓ the effects of our projections. not only are we overcoming these projections ourselves, but it's very possible that we are in fact generating them by accident, and focus is allowing us to tame them. I think we are even changing our environments around us to 'find' people more efficiently, however subconsciously, and that this "thinni▓▓░ of the membrane is granting us access to these abilities.
I implore▓▓▓▓o remain in contact with others to avoid harm. those on the passenger quarters end should gather together and equally try to help people get to safety. the clock is ░icking towards next jump and we have friends on the wrong side of the ship.
we need to st░░░ ░onsidering how to get them back and whether we have the power to do so.
since then, several things have occurred in direct relation to the effects I last described. the observable ones include:
here's the thing.inc░░░░sed pain and bleedin▓▓░▓░ly treatable by physical contact with others (see medical's update re neurological damage) the psychic observation being that the "ripping" sensation continues in earnest where that membrane area is attached to our minds, and physical contact triggers a "strengthening" of that area that resists that ripping it also appears to make that membrane area "thinner" the psychic whiteno▓░ going on behind the membrane seems to have increased in activity (imagine an angry beehive) as of latest observance, I can sense the ripping/pulling become weaker last but not ▓▓░st, ▓▓░cinations/projections of various stripes tailored to past experiences or ▓▓░chological states
when I talked about this presence before, I talked about its influence exerted over us -- as if the membrane were a window, and the ░░░ng on the other side of it is shading through its influence like light.
what I've begun to sense is the opposite:
I believe we are imposing control over or towards "it". I think it is trying to detach from us, for whatever reason, and we are collectively not letting it break free, and this resistance is only increased via physical proximity, and the more the merri░░░░░
in extension and in support of that idea, I think we have more power than we realised.
in the past week, I have ob▓▓▓ed our ability to 'find' people and dimin░▓ the effects of our projections. not only are we overcoming these projections ourselves, but it's very possible that we are in fact generating them by accident, and focus is allowing us to tame them. I think we are even changing our environments around us to 'find' people more efficiently, however subconsciously, and that this "thinni▓▓░ of the membrane is granting us access to these abilities.
I implore▓▓▓▓o remain in contact with others to avoid harm. those on the passenger quarters end should gather together and equally try to help people get to safety. the clock is ░icking towards next jump and we have friends on the wrong side of the ship.
we need to st░░░ ░onsidering how to get them back and whether we have the power to do so.
voice.
voice.
These aren't just psychic powers. We've seen these psy▓▓░░▓░░░░░░▓▓
[ Upon review, he adds in text: we've seen these psychic powers before. ]
voice.
[ He's not pushing Felix away, though. He just sounds tired, worn thin. ]
Whe▓░'ve we seen these before?
voice.
And we've seen projected rooms and environments like these when we went into the corridors. I saw my school, again. And figures from our nightmares and best dreams even de▓░░ still. The spacial strangeness, too. Even the emotion and thought sharing, I could swear I've read about before. Jump cyc░▓ twenty-some▓░░▓▓, before my time.
These are powers possessed by it, is the point. Probably. And our accessing them is more than having powers, it impli▓▓ control. Agency.
voice.
[ Skeptical, but lets out a sigh anyway. ]
▓░ight, alright. If we all end up as some kind of identi▓░░▓▓ess hive person for the r▓░t of our days, I'm gonna find a way to tell you I told you so.
[ And aside, ] Y▓░ too.
voice.
voice.
voice.