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Okay, I was warned this spaceship is creepy, but it goes straight for the visual distortions?

I guess I should introduce myself. Detective John Kennex. If you've come across a synthetic named Dorian with dark hair and blue eyes, a woman named Anna with dark hair and brown eyes, or a small but authoritative woman named Maldonado, let me know. It's important.

Anyway, I'm new and I could use a tour guide. Any volunteers?

[He usually wouldn't ask for a tour guide, but he really wants to learn more about this place.]

[ooc: Just in case you were wondering, in regards to the visual distortions, John's having side effects to a drug.]

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Do you object to my teasing? [ And carefully after a moment to be sure she's done it correctly, picks the one to the gardens. She has no desire to end up somewhere she did not know, after the previous months hell. ]

But you are quite right, teasing is much more of an obligation. But as to my pleasures themselves? [ as the elevator begins to move, she thinks on it, and the answer is quite earnest. ] To ride, for hours if I am let.

No. Can't say that I do.

[He falls in step with her.] Horses? I've only ridden once.

And if you're let? Aren't you the queen? Can't you tell them to stuff it if they tell you to stop?

[ she gives him a look as if he's clearly missing out. ]

It is a shame, there is nothing quite like it. It is almost freedom itself. Especially so if it is a hunt. [ and she could lax lyrical for days about it. But his question gives her pause. ] They can. But ignoring parliament does not affect them, it effects my people. [ it's quieter, almost more serious than before, and as much as fun as teasing him is, one fact remains the same. ] And my people will always come first, for I am nothing without them.

Sounds like driving a fast car. Have you heard of cars?

[He nods respectfully at the second part.] I can understand that, as an officer of the law. The people come first.

No, not as of yet.

[ She measured him a moment, took full stock of him. Far more and less than the way she had before, and then as if his complete measurement had been found, she lips parted in a bright and sudden smile at him. ] Then we shall be friend, Master Kennex.

[The smile draws one from him, and the words brighten it.] Good. I'd like to be friends with you.

[He walks with her toward the gardens.]

Cars are pretty great. They're like... metal horses, like a spaceship but on the ground. They're fast and a smooth ride. It's like riding the wind.

[He steps into the gardens and he looks around.] Wow. This is nice.

[ She kept her eyes up, as they walked, listening to him idly, nodding to his words to show that she was. ]

They sound it. But what you describe to me, it is still not as fun as horses. [ of that she was sure, there was no life to it, not the same. These pieces of steel she saw about her, unfortunately her only frame of reference. ]

It is, isn't it? Their Graces did a magnificent job of it, all things considered. [ quietly then, as if much more to herself. ] It is much more like home.

[He lets out a light laugh.] I was small when I rode a horse, so I don't really remember. Maybe you're right.

[He nods a little at that.] It's certainly peaceful. I could understand the appeal.

[ she laughed again, and contemplated a moment. ] There is a union to it, once you know the best as well as you know yourself. You hold on with your legs, and you simply move.

[ she could talk for hours on that. But it might be a little much. ] Tell me, in the ... future, for want of a better term, how is it that people enjoy each others company together?

[He lets out a small 'Hm' to the first part.] Maybe some day I'll get to ride again.

[He shrugs a little.] It's pretty much like here. We'll go out for drinks or out to eat at restaurants, or we call each other on devices like the ones we have here.

[ she contemplated on that for awhile, as the walked. ] Forgive me, then, I was curious. This would not be very strange for you at all, would it?

Other than the kidnapping and being in space? It really isn't. It must be very strange for you, having to learn about all this technology.

How long have you been here? Do you miss home?

The technology, yes. Perhaps. That is a matter of adjustment, I would wager. [ Her fingers go to her ring as she walks, eyes to the ground, not out of modesty, but simple contemplation. ] I do, it has been a month... and after what occurred the last month, I struggle to sit easy here.

But it is not that alone. Forgive me for telling my troubles, it is only that people here seem quite beyond me in form and function.

Sorry, I don't know what you mean by that last part. Beyond you?

[His voice softens a little.] Last month?

[He remembers hearing some people had died, but he doesn't know what else happened.] If you don't want to, you don't have to tell me, of course.

It is...

[ she thought again, how best to explain it. ] Take this for instance, you simply invited anyone who would, to join you in walking, and I, as a woman alone, accepted and you thought little to nothing of it, indeed it is usual to you. Never mind who I am, what I am. [ she gestured between them. ] That is unheard of, to me. I brought you no gift, you asked for nothing but company. If I were in my home, I would doubt your integrity utterly for it. [ she left it there, aware it was probably more than he cared to hear. ]

[ she shook her head. ] It is alright. I don't know very much of what occurred in the details. But ghosts, it seemed, or at least it was so for me and it seemed to be everyone else. Hearing things that were not there. It was understandably upsetting when you hear that what you know as dead.

Oh. [He sounds surprised.] I'm... I didn't know. I hope I haven't made you uncomfortable.

[That would suck. He feels bad for bringing up the last part now, too.]

That must be the creepy part Alexis was talking about. That's... unnerving.

It's alright, I accepted simply because I could -- [ there's a breathless elation there as she looked up and smiled again. A happiness that is carefully suppressed most often. ] -- as a woman, I am expected to be one thing, and as a King yet another, and neither of them include the right to choose for myself that which makes me happy. So in truth, I thank you, for allowing me to make such a choice, and that you think nothing of it so I might simply enjoy it for myself.

[ she caught his hand then, linking her fingers through his and squeezing it briefly before she let go and stepped back. ]

Aye, it was, and utterly miserable. We should speak of something happier.

[He listens silently, until she catches his hand. It's sad that this is the most intimate contact he's had in a while. A warmth goes through him, but the contact is brief, and he's left disappointed as she steps back. But he tries to keep his face even.

He doesn't want Elizabeth to be sad, so he smiles.] I agree. But you don't need to filter for my sake. If we're really friends, then we can talk about anything.

[ She'll take that, for now. There is a lot she wagers she cannot tell him, or tell anyone. But it is enough to give the smile back. ]

I take it from what you have told me, that you know little on how to walk with a lady for it's own pleasure, then?

There's a certain way to walk with a lady?

[Color him surprised. He holds out his arm.] Are you supposed to hold my arm? Or do I bow or something?

[He's just taking wild guesses to be goofy honestly.]

Oh yes. [ she gives him a look, like she's utterly surprised he doesn't know. ] And yes, though the latter is because all men bow to a king. [ but that is flippantly added, it's of little concern at the moment.

And she certainly can't just take his arm, at least not all at once, where would be the fun? Instead she lets her fingers brush the back of his hand, then up, before she curled her arm around his lightly. ] Like so.

[He watches her fingers, and a nervous smile plays at his lips. She's teasing him again. It's almost cruel. He takes his other hand and sets it on hers, patting it once and then letting it fall back to his side. He looks back up at her, studying her reaction.] If this is how you walk with a lady, I think I like it. Anything else I should do?

[She could make him do the hokey pokey really.]

[ She is, and she is more than cruel when she wants to be.

But in the end, she knows little what to do when people reached back for her. Either because she was so unused to it, or because no one in England would have dared. The reaction is as subtle and as restrained as all else about her though. A short stilled breath before she pressed on. ]

We shall start there, else I think it might be a little much for you, and I would much rather you be yourself for the time being.

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