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[majestyofthethrone]

How do you keep faith, here? How do you remember that God wants...how do you keep some kind of faith, keep from losing your mind with the things that happen to us?

My whole life I've heard God; all I had to do was listen and there He was, like music, like a symphony, and even when I was at the height of being terrified, there He was just working the notes of this great symphony. But then I followed that music, I followed Grigori, and I did something and now I can't hear anything, for the first time I've lost God and I just want Him back-

What if I did was unforgivable? What if saving another person isn't enough? What if what I did has stained my soul?

How do I keep believing that God loves me when I can't hear Him anymore?

How do you keep faith?

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[majestyofthethrone]

Which one? Piano or violin?

[skjalf]

Which would you prefer, my lady?

[majestyofthethrone]

I'm better at the piano.

[skjalf]

Then the piano it shall be. Do you wish to meet in the music room?

[majestyofthethrone]

Yes, please.

[skjalf]

Then I shall be there as soon as possible, my lady.