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How do you keep faith, here? How do you remember that God wants...how do you keep some kind of faith, keep from losing your mind with the things that happen to us?

My whole life I've heard God; all I had to do was listen and there He was, like music, like a symphony, and even when I was at the height of being terrified, there He was just working the notes of this great symphony. But then I followed that music, I followed Grigori, and I did something and now I can't hear anything, for the first time I've lost God and I just want Him back-

What if I did was unforgivable? What if saving another person isn't enough? What if what I did has stained my soul?

How do I keep believing that God loves me when I can't hear Him anymore?

How do you keep faith?

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I don't believe in a singular God. I believe in the Lords of Kobol. Those who believe in the One God have previously been deemed terrorists where I came from.

I have spoken with the Gods. Chosen in one of their prophecies to lead the last of humanity to our new home, to the thirteenth colony. There are times when my faith has been tested. When I can no longer hear the Gods. I've come to believe that they are not literal beings, but rather, ideals. Symbols. Perhaps your God is finding ways to speak to you through others. I do not believe any God would turn their back on their people, not when they need them most.

I don't think He has turned his back on me. I think I have lost my Grace. I have lost it with an act so singularly filthy that there is nothing I can do to clean my hands of it.

Do you really believe it?

I've never felt so alone.

You're not alone. We're all here with you. Don't forget that. If you wish to talk to someone, I'm more than happy to listen.

Who are you?

My name is Laura

My name is Seraphim.

It's lovely to speak with you, Seraphim

I'm sorry it's not under better circumstances.

as am I

You haven't been here very long.

No, I arrived at the last jump

I'm sorry.

I believe we all are

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