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♕ 3rd - video - waxing poetic
[ elizabeth sits in the grass, with white roses in her hair and her skirts pooled about her. she looks thoughtful and placid to most, and only those who know her passably well may note an undercurrent of sadness in her features. it is there, but not readily apparent unless one has seen and interacted with her often.
her mother's absence and the hell that awaits her family in the future have not been forgotten. they hang like a great weight about her neck, and in the way her shoulders bow a little despite being straight and stiff otherwise. she keeps her eyes averted from the camera for now, as she speaks up quietly: ]
It all began upon a lovely day in spring
A maiden fair stumbled upon a King
Beneath the boughs of a mighty oak
Whilst two boys clutch'd at her cloak
And lo he came upon them there
Stricken at once by the maiden so fair
He gaze'd at her and she at him
Love-struck and helpless to its whim
[ she releases a long breath of air, and finally looks up at her comm device. her face still appears peaceful, as though the words and the act of writing them have had a calming effect. and perhaps they have. she effects a small smile, though, for good measure. ]
I think it a good beginning. What say you, Tranquility? Putting such a tale to words has been a daunting task, indeed.
I shall continue, and add more to it. But I must ask, are there such tales whence you hail from?
[ and if poetry is not your jam, elizabeth has another query. she holds up a plastic container (a stick of deodorant) and a glass bottle (perfume) and various other sundry items she has found. all sweet-smelling, all utterly confusing to a girl from the late middle ages. ]
And I must beg another query of you, if you please: what are these? What purpose have they?
[ anyone who knows her will see that this is only an attempt on her part to distract herself. sitting idle and stewing over the heaps of negativity life loves to send her fmaily's way has never been her thing. ]
her mother's absence and the hell that awaits her family in the future have not been forgotten. they hang like a great weight about her neck, and in the way her shoulders bow a little despite being straight and stiff otherwise. she keeps her eyes averted from the camera for now, as she speaks up quietly: ]
It all began upon a lovely day in spring
A maiden fair stumbled upon a King
Beneath the boughs of a mighty oak
Whilst two boys clutch'd at her cloak
And lo he came upon them there
Stricken at once by the maiden so fair
He gaze'd at her and she at him
Love-struck and helpless to its whim
[ she releases a long breath of air, and finally looks up at her comm device. her face still appears peaceful, as though the words and the act of writing them have had a calming effect. and perhaps they have. she effects a small smile, though, for good measure. ]
I think it a good beginning. What say you, Tranquility? Putting such a tale to words has been a daunting task, indeed.
I shall continue, and add more to it. But I must ask, are there such tales whence you hail from?
[ and if poetry is not your jam, elizabeth has another query. she holds up a plastic container (a stick of deodorant) and a glass bottle (perfume) and various other sundry items she has found. all sweet-smelling, all utterly confusing to a girl from the late middle ages. ]
And I must beg another query of you, if you please: what are these? What purpose have they?
[ anyone who knows her will see that this is only an attempt on her part to distract herself. sitting idle and stewing over the heaps of negativity life loves to send her fmaily's way has never been her thing. ]
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( sit down, ilde. )
It's a bit less miraculous, these days, and I'll be the first to admit I had-- some help, but... ( a shrug. ) It's my stepfather's surname. They don't like each other very much.
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[ other than discovering toiletries which she can do anytime, lbr. ]
But it is still an accomplishment to be proud of, Ilde. Do not belittle it, for it is a wonderful thing.
[ oh, well. she knows a thing or two about difficult familial relations. ]
To the point where your achievements are a subject of contention?
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( pools are all very well and good, but while she loves to swim, she's never liked chlorine and rectangles. )
And, yeah, I think it's just a difference of opinion on what's an accomplishment and what's a hobby.
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There is a stream not five feet from me.
[ she prefers it, being near to water. the rivers side of her is strong, demanding that she be near some sort of water source. ]
Do they take pride in it, regardless of whether it may be to you?
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( ilde has an unerring ability to find fresh water when she wants to, intentionally or otherwise; she's not really conscious of how deep that affinity runs, but the worst of her depressive episodes coincide neatly with the longest periods she spent the farthest away from rivers or lakes.
anyway, she's checking around her room in case there's anything she wants to bring, and - anything she might say about fathers and pride is not something she's conveying over the network. )
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[ and she is by the stream, true to her word. her skirts are spread about her at knee-level, because she is currently dipping her feet in the water, with her head tipped back in total relaxation and comfort.
eventually she closes her eyes, and allows the coolness of the water to lull her as she waits. ]
∞ action
but for the time being, she sits down by the stream, setting aside her comm device and the towel she'd grabbed on the way out. )
Hello, you.
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Good day.
[ gradually, she stretches her arms over her head and opens her other eye to gaze upon her friend properly. noting ilde's pajamas, she tilts her head curiously. ]
Those appear most comfortable. Are they?
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( a beat. )
Night-clothes.
( it's amazing the references she does and does not think to clarify; labyrinth jokes, no, words that english acquired only during the british raj, yes. )
Well, the shorts are, anyway.
( the blouse, not so much. mix and match. )
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[ she admires the fabric with a small smile before once more meeting her eyes. ]
Shorts. [ well they are aptly named, at least. ]
These are common in your time? They are lovely.
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( substantially less fabric; probably rather a lot finer, too. )
These are just from the set that came with me when I arrived. There's a top and a robe, as well.
( the robe which is now a copy of itself made for her by severus-- the original version transfigured into another item of clothing. )
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[ mostly likely. but a girl does what she can. ]
I arrived with a few gowns and a shift or two. The gown my Uncle had commissioned for me being the finest among them.
[ again, she kicks her feet in the water. ]
It is identical to one of his Queen's gowns.
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with her toes in the water-- )
My night-gowns come to about here, ( her hand flat at the edge of her tattoo, high on the thigh ) and they're made out of...god, what are they made of. I think most of mine are silk. Aunt Pris wears satin because she says it keeps Uncle Dess on his toes if he might slide off.
I said, doesn't that rather keep him off his toes? And he gave me the saddest look.
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she glances down at where ilde is pointing to, and flushes scarlet. ]
So high! Are they comfortable, like that? [ yes, she is scandalized. predictably. ] Oh.. oh.
[ elizabeth feels the flush deepen in her cheeks. ]
I see.
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( ...ilde she doesn't know what Herve Leger is. though elizabeth can probably guess from the way she talks that ilde is rather at home with the fashion-forward, knows of what she speaks and has a great passion for it. she has no sense of modesty - nor particular shamelessness, although she can be, just a lack of interest in the idea of being concerned how much of her someone can see - which makes clothing-as-vice her preference, and something in which she luxuriates. outside of the shuttle-bay, she's not going to wear anything not up to her somewhat irresponsibly high standards. )
--a dress, I mean. You should see what I wear in the summer, you'd have some kind of fit. ( teasing, not taunting. )
They are, though. Comfortable, I mean. To be honest, though, I don't actually wear anything to bed, I just like negligee for lounging around in.
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but a dress that barely covers anything is almost beyond elizabeth. her cheeks flare with heat, but she laughs. because ilde has accurately pegged her response so very well. ]
Truly, my jaw would drag upon the ground to see such clothing. [ that remark could be taken as quite flirty, but it is not meant that way at all. ]
Well, so long as they are comfortable. I.. [ oh, well. tmi, but it doesn't make her blush, at least! ] Neither do I, when it is hot and I am alone. Otherwise I wear a long night shift.
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( people who get up in arms about seeing their underwear and then walk out in a bikini-- ilde is mystified as to what the difference is. )
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[ it's not a glaring difference like say a silk gown and a see-through chambray night shift. if they're the same, it really doesn't matter.
though personally, it is still jarring to see the sorts of things women from the future feel comfortable wearing. perhaps one day she might become brave enough to try the new fashions for herself. but for now, she enjoys her (non blood-spattered) gowns thanks. ]
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( and half the time people can't actually tell the difference, so why would she? )
I miss my wardrobe. And my jewelry. And my everything, really.
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[ a fact which elizabeth is at times more than a little envious of with these modern girls. ]
I miss my wardrobe and jewelry, as well. I.. am sorry you are stranded so far from home, Ilde. Truly.
Sometimes it is difficult for me to remember that not everyone prefers it here, as I do.
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To a point.
( she can wear what she wants, to a point. in many ways, the rosy view of the future elizabeth has is accurate - in comparison to the past - but even a sheltered creature like ilde featherstonehaugh knows it's not as simple as that. even she's lived that it isn't so simple as the slow forward march of progress that every new generation wants to pat themselves on the back for. )
But, you know. ( a shrug. ) Here is where I am. I wear what I have.
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Would you please clarify to which point you are referring to?
[ she nods then, smiling a little. ]
As do I. At times I find myself curious about more modern garments. But I do not know if I have the courage to try to wear them.
[ gowns are literally all she has ever known. ]
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There are still rules of behaviour. They're just-- I don't know, subtler. Sometimes you don't know they're there until you fuck up. Other times it's a bit easier to figure out.
They don't get enforced the same way, I think, or at least not everywhere. Depends on where you are and who you are. Freedom isn't-- unqualified or uncontested. Whoever you are.
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Thus far I have heard only how much better society in the future has become. And conversely of how that has resulted in making the land sick.
When it is put beneath such a light, the future no longer seems to shine so brightly.
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( what an absolutely charming way of putting it, ilde. she closes her eyes, breathes out. )
The thing is that it's not about there not being bullshit any more, it's just that most of the time, there are more ways to get around the bullshit. It's all very nuanced. I don't know, I'm probably the wrong person to try and explain -- that.
I mean, what do I know? Oh, let me cry into my maid's shoulder about how hard my life is.
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