CASSANDRA ANDERSON (
mindtricks) wrote in
ataraxion2013-12-08 04:15 pm
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[ there are others here who cared about roy walker, if not to the same degree or in the same way that anderson cared. that doesn't matter so much, especially not now. ] Roy Walker is gone. [ if she looks and sounds tired and sad -- well, she is.
she does, however, straighten up almost immediately, shoulders going back and features smoothing out. ] If anyone wants lessons in self-defense, please contact me.
[ there is no way to fight what they've been facing lately with fists or weapons, but inactivity is something that needs combatting, too, and there is no guarantee that they won't face threats that are physical rather than mental again one of these days. if she can make a difference in any way, be it by keeping people from losing their mind because they're holed up in their bunks all day, or by preparing them for a future threat-- all she's ever wanted was to make a difference.
and besides, she needs something more to do, too. the time she used to spend with roy in medical has been freed up, hasn't it? ]
I've been meaning to offer.
she does, however, straighten up almost immediately, shoulders going back and features smoothing out. ] If anyone wants lessons in self-defense, please contact me.
[ there is no way to fight what they've been facing lately with fists or weapons, but inactivity is something that needs combatting, too, and there is no guarantee that they won't face threats that are physical rather than mental again one of these days. if she can make a difference in any way, be it by keeping people from losing their mind because they're holed up in their bunks all day, or by preparing them for a future threat-- all she's ever wanted was to make a difference.
and besides, she needs something more to do, too. the time she used to spend with roy in medical has been freed up, hasn't it? ]
I've been meaning to offer.

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...he didn't finally find a way to off himself, did he?
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He wasn't in his pod after the jump. I doubt that was his doing.
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[He doesn't really know how to handle this. He never handles losing people well--so knowing how to handle others is always hard for him too.]
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[ she doesn't know how she would have handled it if he'd actually killed himself. then again, death is something that anderson is more familiar with than this, disappearances. she's lost people to death before. there's less uncertainty in that, at least, a sense of closure that she doesn't have now.
is he going to die back home? is he back in his own world in the first place? ]
How are you? [ because it's so much easier focusing on other people than on her own sense of loss.
( she'll miss roy, despite his depression, despite the fact that he wasn't always kind. ) ]
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Uh--
--two people from my world are here.
My mentors.
[He'll allow her the distraction; he does the same thing. So might as well talk about it.]
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ME!
[ ... What. His parents are in a coma.
Free range here.]
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a child that is, apparently, asking for self-defense lessons. ]
Why do you want to learn?
[ she's not entirely opposed to it. you can't really start young enough, in the world she's from. ]
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So that I can protect my friends and my parents! Ma'am!
There are monsters and sometimes bad people. I need to be good!
[he can throw like four story high monsters but how the fuck do i do proper form and punching and stuff]
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All right. I can teach you.
[ this is precisely the kind of situation in which she wants to make a difference; if it means a little kid being a little safer than before, that's good, right? and she'll be careful not to encourage him to fight.... there's a reason she offered defensive training instead of offensive. ]
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Need a hand?
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so yeah, it's a distinct set of shoulders, and she appreciates the acceptance of her divergence and the offer, both. ]
Depending on how many people are interested, yes. [ or as a second person to demonstrate matters on. besides, it can't hurt to have more people involved in this. ]
Are you experienced?
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[The self-control certainly comes across that way, militaristic, but he knows better than to jump to conclusions.] Have you done this before?
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it's comforting, in a way. ]
I've been trained for years. I only recently started training people. [ but she has two pupils already, has had them for several weeks. that counts for something, right? ]
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( normally, anderson isn't so short with people. roy's departure certainly had an impact.
she'll miss him, is the thing. ) ]
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I only spoke with him once but maybe being back at home is better, at least.
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I hope so, for his sake. [ she's just not convinced. ]
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