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ataraxion2013-09-22 06:29 pm
allbloodyhail) wrote in ataraxion2013-09-22 06:29 pm
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voice, the second } crack kills
[ THIS IS FORWARD DATED spike would usually do this up on video but given the chaos and just how shitty he looks-- oh, yeah, if you haven't seen spike in a bit there's a reason for it. he looks like death. literally. skinny, sallow, low-energy. he's not even quipping like he should be. he's scarcely been here ninety days, but without blood, he's not healing like he should. these demons are giving him the go around and he doesn't like it. so have a raspy english voice, sounding much tireder than usual, which really everyone should expect given the theme around here. ]
I'll tell you all, I've seen an apocalypse or two in my day. And this? This is a bloody disaster.
Floor 22, Room 17. I've got some weapons and hiding spots, but that's not what I'm on about. I'll see you all in the trenches anyway. [ he takes a breath, he might be smoking. ]
...This blood situation, yeah? For us vamps. [ pauuuuuse ] It's wrong, and I'll tell you why it's wrong. This might be a bloody big ship, but it's going to start seeming a whole hell of a lot smaller if we keep handing over human to them--us. To us.
I don't drink human blood, it's a life choice. Let's use an analogy. Now, I talked to an expert on the subject so let's call 'blood' ... 'heroin.' And let's call bagged blood something they call 'methadone.' That's a drug used to bring someone down off scag, if you didn't know. But it doesn't work, and neither does this. Drinking it from a bag? Well. Just makes someone want the real thing.
Over on the Cyllene, guy name of Jayne told me to look for Dr. Tam up in the med bay? But I'm sorry, doc, and anyone else who might have a hand in that concoction -- I don't trust it. Don't ruddy well trust anyone with a beaker and I've got good reason.
There's got to be another way.
[ he hangs up rather abruptly, it takes a lot to get a rise out of him like this. it took the perfect cocktail of starvation, sleeplessness, nightmares and demons from his homeworld but now he's here and he's mad. and yeah, no that's basically it. ]
I'll tell you all, I've seen an apocalypse or two in my day. And this? This is a bloody disaster.
Floor 22, Room 17. I've got some weapons and hiding spots, but that's not what I'm on about. I'll see you all in the trenches anyway. [ he takes a breath, he might be smoking. ]
...This blood situation, yeah? For us vamps. [ pauuuuuse ] It's wrong, and I'll tell you why it's wrong. This might be a bloody big ship, but it's going to start seeming a whole hell of a lot smaller if we keep handing over human to them--us. To us.
I don't drink human blood, it's a life choice. Let's use an analogy. Now, I talked to an expert on the subject so let's call 'blood' ... 'heroin.' And let's call bagged blood something they call 'methadone.' That's a drug used to bring someone down off scag, if you didn't know. But it doesn't work, and neither does this. Drinking it from a bag? Well. Just makes someone want the real thing.
Over on the Cyllene, guy name of Jayne told me to look for Dr. Tam up in the med bay? But I'm sorry, doc, and anyone else who might have a hand in that concoction -- I don't trust it. Don't ruddy well trust anyone with a beaker and I've got good reason.
There's got to be another way.
[ he hangs up rather abruptly, it takes a lot to get a rise out of him like this. it took the perfect cocktail of starvation, sleeplessness, nightmares and demons from his homeworld but now he's here and he's mad. and yeah, no that's basically it. ]
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We just saw Drogyn, we were on our way back when -- [ i got sucked into an alternate dimension in space? yeah. that. ]
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How it actually goes? When we got back, Fred had already been taken over by Illyria. But we decided as a group that we'd try and get her soul back, despite the fact that the whole thing was predestined. As long as we found her soul, we could save her.
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[ how much of this story are you going to make him tell... ]
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Want me to keep going? [ this is like the bedtime story turned nightmare from hell. ]
And if the answer's yes, I should make you say please. [ y e p. ]
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Yeah, well at least I don't have an end to the whole story. Even if you wanted to hear it.
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[ he wants it to sound mad or even annoyed, but he can't dredge it up. it's just true. ]
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No. No, it doesn't.
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more things he'd never say. ]
Guess we're in agreement then. [ can he disconnect now. this is too much for his emotions. ]
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because disconnecting. ]
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