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Spike ([personal profile] allbloodyhail) wrote in [community profile] ataraxion2013-09-22 06:29 pm

voice, the second } crack kills

[ THIS IS FORWARD DATED spike would usually do this up on video but given the chaos and just how shitty he looks-- oh, yeah, if you haven't seen spike in a bit there's a reason for it. he looks like death. literally. skinny, sallow, low-energy. he's not even quipping like he should be. he's scarcely been here ninety days, but without blood, he's not healing like he should. these demons are giving him the go around and he doesn't like it. so have a raspy english voice, sounding much tireder than usual, which really everyone should expect given the theme around here. ]

I'll tell you all, I've seen an apocalypse or two in my day. And this? This is a bloody disaster.

Floor 22, Room 17. I've got some weapons and hiding spots, but that's not what I'm on about. I'll see you all in the trenches anyway. [ he takes a breath, he might be smoking. ]

...This blood situation, yeah? For us vamps. [ pauuuuuse ] It's wrong, and I'll tell you why it's wrong. This might be a bloody big ship, but it's going to start seeming a whole hell of a lot smaller if we keep handing over human to them--us. To us.

I don't drink human blood, it's a life choice. Let's use an analogy. Now, I talked to an expert on the subject so let's call 'blood' ... 'heroin.' And let's call bagged blood something they call 'methadone.' That's a drug used to bring someone down off scag, if you didn't know. But it doesn't work, and neither does this. Drinking it from a bag? Well. Just makes someone want the real thing.

Over on the Cyllene, guy name of Jayne told me to look for Dr. Tam up in the med bay? But I'm sorry, doc, and anyone else who might have a hand in that concoction -- I don't trust it. Don't ruddy well trust anyone with a beaker and I've got good reason.

There's got to be another way.

[ he hangs up rather abruptly, it takes a lot to get a rise out of him like this. it took the perfect cocktail of starvation, sleeplessness, nightmares and demons from his homeworld but now he's here and he's mad. and yeah, no that's basically it. ]
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I do. You helped me before so I want to repay it. Otherwise, you'll just waste away.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
You got me through a difficult time when I needed it the most.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Then what is your solution?
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
You might be incapacitated by the time you figure it out.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Because someone should. Everyone needs at least one person to care.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not exactly a good person either, Spike. You can't just make assumptions about what I would or wouldn't think or do.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-24 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Interesting how you say that.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-25 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Does it still count if it was indirect? [ she needs to make that distinction before saying anything further. maybe she shouldn't have said a damn thing in the first place. ]
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-25 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
Then I won't ask about them. [ because she could only imagine how gruesome they were and if he didn't want to talk about it, then bela would respect that. ]

And I can understand that. Completely. But it would be impossible to achieve when you're half starved and unable to do anything at all.
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-25 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not like most people. Your past is your past and it would be rich of me to judge you, especially after the life I've lead.

[ clint didn't give a damn about her past history and he had been a positive influence on her. Bela didn't want to slip back into old habits. ]
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-27 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I don't know how to help you.

[ her offer was still on the table but it was up to him to say yes and agree to it. there was still the bagged blood option but he didn't seem overly keen on that either. ]
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[personal profile] onsilksheets 2013-09-29 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Can't guarantee that, Spike.

[ maybe she couldn't stand to see him suffering. ]

Sorry.

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