( 07 ) text ✵ i used to seek pleasure when i was a young girl i used to drink ale

[stacked]

[ usually faith wouldn't bother with text, but she's not trusting herself to deal with this latest fantastic life choice over anything else.

( or deal with it totally sober, but that was taken care of hours ago. ) ]

so everybody's got a hardon right now for life stories and destiny or whatever. like any of it matters, because fate either has a jacked up sense of humor or it went out for cigarettes freaking years ago.

in case you lived someplace nice before now welcome to being like the rest of us, the world's shitty all around and then you kick off and that's about as good as you can get out of the deal.

so screw it. sitting around worrying about that shit gets you killed. fuck fate, fuck destiny. you got two options: do something or don't, and sitting around whining like a pussy isn't getting whatever you got on the books done.

[ that part is directed at herself. so is the whole post honestly, because why not dump her purse out all over the network.

also on that jarring, unfinished end note she's out, mic drops and so on. ]

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[wolfinthesnow]

I would have you join the Night's Watch, were you a man.

[Pause. Wait.]

Our brotherhood does not take women because the men in it are rapists, not because women are weak.

[Women's lib, right? He's trying, here.]

[stacked]

Would have me away, you guys can't get laid. I know what to do with guys who get grabby before I say go-- [ casually brushing past that 'we got mad rapists' reveal since faith has awesome coping skills and most of them involve threats of violence-- ] But I'm not signing up to never have sex again, dude. I like you but no freaking way.

[ they are awesome at this together ]

[wolfinthesnow]

Aye, the vow has stopped more than one man.

[Look it's not his fault that's how shit goes down]

Although how many men keep to that portion of it is difficult to say.

[stacked]

I knew it. I freaking knew it, you boys are running some kind of kinky thing up there. 'We don't have sex' my ass, Snow.

[ so now the wall has a porn studio i guess. ]

voice; o hai

[sweetmotherofgod]

Right? Destiny's a cop-out. An excuse for people who don't have the sack to say they don't want something, or they do.

voice; this cr is needed in my life jsyk

[stacked]

Right? 'Oh, it was in the plan' or whatever, too. Like screw that-- whatever happened happened because shit sucks, you don't have to sit there and take hits to the face for it.

just don't slay her ok

[sweetmotherofgod]

Oh, fuck the plan. If everything's so preordained why didn't fate see me telling it to shove it's plans up its ass and do something about it?

Heather, by the way. I don't think we've met.

that would not be cool at all NO SLAYING it is decided

[stacked]

Went out for cigarettes too, I guess.

Faith.

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[tirade]

[ gosh faith could you hit any closer to home she's js ]

fate and destiny have a way of stalking girls like us around

[sweetmotherofgod]

Faith, huh?

[Excuse her laughter, her sense of humor is broken. But that is at least a little ironic.]

So's there a plan in particular you're thwarting here or are we just in general musing territory?

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[stacked]

no council up here. makes it kinda hard to push their agenda when we're outta reach.

[ "we". she's going to quietly stare that making weird faces now, don't mind her. ]

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[idkmybffbloodwing]

Damn right, I'll drink to that.

text;

[puppydogeyes]

What are you doing?

[Mostly concerned this is 'I'm going to run off into the ship' message from yet another person.]

text;

[stimulations]

If you're lucky enough that doing something is an option, you mean.

[text]

[jurisimpudent]

I agree.

video;

[logicunlocked]

Seems you contradict yourself a little bit with that comment about having stuff 'on the books' to do.

[stacked]

Mom liked the Jesus channel and wine coolers to help the morning sickness go down, what can I say.

[ beginning of a beautiful friendship tbqh ]

Little bit of both, kinda.

text;

[stacked]

just talking some shit out, boss. no drama promise.

[ oddly faith is the last person to worry about that with now

any other worries are still needed lbr ]

text

[stacked]

way ahead of you there but join the party it's a free ship.

text;

[stacked]

everybody's got choices. they just lied to you if they said you'd get good ones too.

[makedo]

Destiny's just make-believe bullshit by people too weak to face their own fucking choices.

audio; it probably took him like half an hour to read that faith rude

[bribed]

You got that right. Ain't no point to not doin' a damn thing.

audio; you're getting doubletapped gurl

[andblockbuster]

Someone's a ball of sunshine this morning.

voice;

[thatsaflaregun]

And what did destiny do you, sistah?

[Welcome to the DESTINY FUCKED ME IN THE ASS AND ALL I GOT WITH THESE LOUSY SUPERPOWERS club.]

[wolfinthesnow]

Kinky?