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[anonymous text] eridan's guide to pretending to not be himself

[Eridan doesn't usually stoop to anonymous messages, but when you have serious emotional plights, sometimes it's safer to be anon than be yourself. You know, especially when you're usually a dick.]

what do you do if people keep disappearing just when you think you might actually have...
you know
made friends with them?

after a certain point do you just assume that you are the problem or what

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well, you know. you might be. but this ship's such bullshit it's probably better to blame it first.

i guess.
but what makes the ship take people away then
what if it IS what we do that makes it do things like that
fuck

what like it's psychic? it's a spaceship.

yeah, but it just so happens to have things like
moving hallways
black holes
monsters
creepy :) fuckers

i mean if you don't think this ship has some kind of sentience you're crazy.

pretty sure any of that can happen for reasons other than "the ship is sentient" and/or psychic. could have cameras with someone watching. could have an ai or two running it. who the hell knows.

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[Eridan is that you. The text is without your typing quirks but the question is awfully familiar...]

Are you going to assume that you're the reason that everyone else disappeared too, then?

[aw shit not jack]

i don't know. maybe?
wouldn't be overly surprising.
but i guess not.

You can't seriously believe that. Even people you've never met or talked to disappeared from this ship, right? Do you honestly think that's your fault too?

i don't know.
but maybe its because like other people get attached
i wasnt saying i was the only one you know.

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Of course not. It's a cruel pattern, that's all.

well its a shitty fucking pattern. it's like everyone i get close to turns out to disappear before too long. two of em died.

I'm sorry. But none of that means it's your fault. It's like blaming yourself for being here in the first place-- it's something that was beyond your control.

what if it isnt beyond our control?
ive thought about it before. we could be here because of who we are.
maybe.

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that's just morose :(

yeah well i can be kind of morose.
anyway morose doesn't make it wrong

no being wrong is what makes it wrong
the ship's the one yanking people in and out
you're just collateral damage

you've gotta hang tough
fight the power
stick it to the man

i dont know which thing i hate more
the idea that we're like a reason for bein here
or that everythin miserable that's happened to me is because of fuckin circumstance.

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UNDER NRML CRCMSTANCES THE ANS WOULD PRY B Y.

THESE R FAR FRM NRML CRUMSTANCES THO SO PERHAPS NOW IS A GOOD TIME 2 REFLECT ON UR BHAVIOR.

wow your quirk is awful.

[WAIT SHIT NO YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE ANONYMOUS
oh well too late to fix this better jut keep going. besides someone has to say it. that is an awful quirk.]

so are you saying its me or its the ship

[ wow r00d Eridan ]

SO IM TOLD; WS NOT AWARE OF IT BEIN A "QUIRK" THO

& IT MAY B A RESULT OF BOTH. THE SHIP MAY HAVE BAD TIMING; IN THIS SIT I WUD ASSUME THIS 2 B THE CASE. HOWEVER IT MAY B A GOOD TIME 2 THINK ON IF UVE BEN UNKIND TO FRIENDS IN THE PAST.

yea thats what a quirk is.
i mean just generally speaking from a regular viewpoint.

wow like i dont think about that kind a stuff enough to obviously warrant a whole anonymous post about it what do you think inspired this whole thing??

Not the problem, but maybe you're just simply the unluckiest among us, to stay when all others have already left.

[ WOW ROBB THAT'S HELPFUL. ]

wow gee thats fuckin uplifting

I'd not lie to you. It is what it is, no matter how honeyed the words speaking of it are.

[ but derek knows this feel, eridan. he knows. ]

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