[text] eridan's guide to not being happy

[uncodlyawwesome]

i hate this fuckin ship

id rather be dead in my owwn homewworld than alivve here

[has someone been locked away in his room for the entirety of this jump so far? why yes he has]

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[constructum]

[ and on flips the video feed, showing a clearly concerned ariadne. ]

You know damn well that I hate this ship. [ seriously, she hates everything about this ship and wont even pretend to like it. ] But I'm not running around saying things like this.

[ a long beat, her brow arching in question. ] So like it or not, I'm going to be concerned about you here.

What's bothering you?

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[uncodlyawwesome]

[because of course, eridan has to be fucking difficult about everything and can't just go to video too.]

evverythin is botherin me chase is dead an fef is gone an evveryone is gonna die or disappear an im just makin a fuckin comment its not like im plannin on killin myself or somethin

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[constructum]

[ it's okay, eridan, she understands and isn't about to just give up on you because of that. ]

You're allowed to be angry - I miss Chase too. [ she had only talked to feferi a handful of times, so she really hadn't known much about her, but she did assume she meant something to eridan, and for that she was sorry for his loss. ]

You know... [ she sighs, her hand going to the back of her neck, rubbing. ] I'm the only one left here from my world - Arthur died and Eames is gone - I have nothing left from home.

So lately I sit and wonder what I did wrong - why I'm the one that can't go home.

[ which yeah, is one of the worst feelings in the world for her. but it's something she is trying to work through. ]

Anyway... having people to talk to about all of that...well, it's helped me some.

Maybe you could try talking?

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[uncodlyawwesome]

[he is so reluctant about turning on voice posting, buuuut he secretly actually cares about ariadne since she's always being all thoughtful and shit to him, so he makes the sacrifice.]

There's nothin' fuckin' wwrong wwith you, that's fuckin' bullshit. Nobody here did anythin' fuckin' particular to get stuck here wwhile other people get to go home, that's not howw it fuckin' wworks. It's all random chance an' wwe're just fuckin' unlucky, an' okay, maybe that's got somethin' to do wwith like, fuckin'... uh, karma or wwhatevver, but chances are it's just a real shitty draww'a the cards an' nothin' more than that.

[that's all only applicable to her, of course; eridan is perfectly aware that he's having such a shitty time because he deserves it. he just isn't gonna say it.]