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✝a✝e Լangdoƞ ([personal profile] heltersskelter) wrote in [community profile] ataraxion2012-11-23 11:45 pm

murder --7; voice

[Tate's walking down the hall, his communicator at his side. the video is on, so it flashes as he walks: the wall, his leg, the wall, his leg. it's dark, wherever he is. darker than the halls of the Passenger Quarters, lacking the glow of Engineering or the Shuttle Bay.]

It's like we've come to a new stage of our relationship, now we're talking. [it's as though he's been holding a conversation with someone and the comm started in the middle of it] But you know, I think that guy, you know the one, he needs something more poetic, like: There isn’t anyone to help you. Only me. And I’m the Beast... Fancy thinking the Beast was something you could hunt and kill! ... You knew, didn’t you? I’m part of you?

[he stops, for a second, and from the lowered angle you can see his other hand. his fingers drum against his leg, like he's anxious. blunted, bitten nails digging into the fabric of his jeans.]

You aren't afraid are you?

[he's walking again]

By the way, sorry about Hayden. She's kind of a bitch when she doesn't get laid, and I mean, you know how people can get on this ship. But next month is New Years, right? I think Hayley missed that. It should be one hell of a party. It's been two years since the first jump showed up. Not everyone has something back home, you know? Maybe some of you have crap to go back to, bullshit families and wives and kids. Jobs, like your lives even matter. But maybe this place isn't so bad. [his voice lowers, not quiet, just deeper:] Can't say this ship never gave you anything.

[then he stops again, all at once. it's darker than it was a second ago, like maybe he's standing beneath an awning. there's no movement for about five minutes, you can't even hear Tate breathing, and right before the video winks off he says:]

What's for dinner?
ripstides: (isolate ❖ in another life.)

[personal profile] ripstides 2012-11-24 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I love high blood pressure. Can't live without it. I'll whip out my Thank You cards. [ certain things and people on this ship, he cares about. they've grown close and as much as he feels like this is a quest as big and as life-changing (or ending) as any other, he wouldn't trade home for this.. but neither would he doom his friends to face it alone. tough call, bro. the sentiment is fair, maybe, but there are ways to go about it and not stomp everyone in the face.

or you know, get bored enough to kill them because that's a thing now apparently. allegedly. he's undecided.

right now the pressing matter is:
] Dude, if you're bogarting a chef and this is your way of announcing it, I'm calling dibs on leftovers.