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Second Time Bitten ✗ Video
[The feed flicks on to the redhead, looking concerned. Her normal semi-cheerful smile is gone, and those who know her would know she hasn't been herself since the last jump.]
I know I ain't the first person who's come back here before. I mean however long the jump normally lasts? I went back home for a few weeks. Seems like there's always something. [Which she's fine with. She always seems to manage, make it through. But now with Bill being as brainwashed as he is, and everything completely fucked, it's taken a lot out of her.]
Guess I'm just wonderin' how y'all cope with knowin' that there's some pretty heavy shit goin' on back home, and there's nothin' you can do about it.
[She chews on her lip for a moment.] I think it's the not knowin' that's botherin' me the most. I ain't helpless. Best part'a bein' a vampire is you can really fuck some things up, but what do you do when another vampire-- who is supposed to be dead [thank you, Eric]-- is three thousand years old and about to attack like an entire race of-- well whatever fairies are? Not to mention someone close to you.
And I'm here. In space hell again. [She gives an exaggerated smile.] Fantastic.
I know I ain't the first person who's come back here before. I mean however long the jump normally lasts? I went back home for a few weeks. Seems like there's always something. [Which she's fine with. She always seems to manage, make it through. But now with Bill being as brainwashed as he is, and everything completely fucked, it's taken a lot out of her.]
Guess I'm just wonderin' how y'all cope with knowin' that there's some pretty heavy shit goin' on back home, and there's nothin' you can do about it.
[She chews on her lip for a moment.] I think it's the not knowin' that's botherin' me the most. I ain't helpless. Best part'a bein' a vampire is you can really fuck some things up, but what do you do when another vampire-- who is supposed to be dead [thank you, Eric]-- is three thousand years old and about to attack like an entire race of-- well whatever fairies are? Not to mention someone close to you.
And I'm here. In space hell again. [She gives an exaggerated smile.] Fantastic.
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right, right. fist bump over super powers or vampirism later. she's being serious. he can try. ] Honestly, I have a ton of experience with getting thrown into things that should have nothing to do with me and that seem impossible to handle. I try not to think about it so much, here or there. But I know that doesn't always help.
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Think I'm just gunna have to get used to bein' worried until I don't think about it. I'm just stuck here.
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[Jess takes an unneeded deep breath in.] I don't know if that really helps. I could be returning to a slaughterfest back home. Or a worldwide civil war.
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[ he thinks throwing in he's a Cyclops might warrant a weird look, so unless she asks he's not sharing. ] What's a maker? Like one of your parents?
[ Percy shrugs; it's understandable, not everyone's as adaptable as he is. even if they are, he knows his moments of vulnerability crash into him. ] But .. you do have friends back home, right? People that will fight by your side.
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[She scrunches her face.] Sort'a. A Maker is someone who made me, who turned me into a vampire. Bill is mine. But-- it's a long story. Let's just say I'm really tired of religion.
[That's a little hard, too. She sighs.] Back home? Not really. I mean I was the youngest vampire around for awhile. The next youngest was Pam who-- well, you don't mess with Pam. I don't think she likes me, but I'm pretty sure she doesn't like many people. My closest friend-- it's complicated between us, and he's sisters with the fairy that the three thousand year old is goin' after.
[Not to mention she just glamoured her exboyfriend into forgetting her at his request.]
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he narrows his eyes (processing time) and tries to make connections. in the end, he's still a demigod and she's a vampire, maybe they aren't that similar. ] Sorry, I didn't mean to bring up heavier things. [ he wanted to tell her that they could get through it together but it sounds like that might not be an option. ] I don't know what I'm going to go back to. I was.. in the middle of trying to reunite two sides of a very, very distant family. Now I don't know whether or not they're going to try and kill each other.
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[She shrugs lightly.] It's fine. Most of my life is pretty heavy lately. I'm currently trapped-- more like kidnapped again-- underground. It just doesn't look good. Vampires have tried so hard for like hundreds of years to be mainstreamed, but they've completely screwed it all, and are more concerned with eating humans which is making humans retaliate and just want to kill anything with fangs.
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[ not that choice comes into it. ] In my war, our target should be obvious. She's- everywhere. She's the ground, or she could be, at any moment. Gaea. But I have no idea how well that's going to play out, without me there to mediate. There's a bigger picture but there are two camps full of people like myself, that think they're standing on separate sides of a line when they're not. I believe in both camps, I know we can do it. But everyone's scared that because the Greeks and Romans have clashed before, we're going to again.
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Sounds complicated. Wait. Are you immortal, too? [There's a vampire on board that is two thousand years old, and while she doesn't know of his origins, she knows from her time in the AVL that people can be from Greek and Roman times.]
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Isn't it always? [ the big I word. immortal. he gives her a half smile, shaking his head no before he fills in the blanks. ] No, I'm very mortal. Not for lack of being offered the other one, though. What's it like, knowing you're going to live forever?
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I am. But it wasn't really offered. When I was made, it wasn't my choice.