[Unflinching, she keeps on looking at him. Admitting that, she should probably feel the creep of shame somewhere under skin, but she's never felt ashamed of it before. Why start now.]
I loved it. I hated it, and I loved it, too, because it got me everything. They fucked me over. I didn't let that stop me. It was too late anyways. I kept on hating them, I would've killed any one of them if I had the chance--but their shit was all I had left, so why not.
[There's a brief pause before she snorts. Conversationally, she tacks on:]
Of course, then they decided to try to kill me again. That one changed everything.
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[Unflinching, she keeps on looking at him. Admitting that, she should probably feel the creep of shame somewhere under skin, but she's never felt ashamed of it before. Why start now.]
I loved it. I hated it, and I loved it, too, because it got me everything. They fucked me over. I didn't let that stop me. It was too late anyways. I kept on hating them, I would've killed any one of them if I had the chance--but their shit was all I had left, so why not.
[There's a brief pause before she snorts. Conversationally, she tacks on:]
Of course, then they decided to try to kill me again. That one changed everything.