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[5] video & text | player plot | LOCKED
cw: suicide
Locked to Heather Mason | video | 0% encryption
Heather.
[Wherever William is, it's dark. By now, he's been missing for more than a day; perhaps even two. Granny Weatherwax is ruling Medical Bay with talons of iron, but that isn't to say his absence has been overlooked. That is to say rather the obvious. His face is white like a plastic bag that can't make up its mind whether it's drowning or floating in pooled darkness.] Um.
I fucked up. I thought I could get out of range, but it all went tits up.
Locked to Severus Snape | text | 0% encryption
its me. I did it. im really fucking sorry but
I dont know how to make it stop.
i think this is why i wasnt sleeping. wasnt it?
I guess it doesnt matter now. I marked the way but I lost all of it. i dont think Ive got options left this point. sorry. again.
Locked to Heather Mason | video | 0% encryption
Heather.
[Wherever William is, it's dark. By now, he's been missing for more than a day; perhaps even two. Granny Weatherwax is ruling Medical Bay with talons of iron, but that isn't to say his absence has been overlooked. That is to say rather the obvious. His face is white like a plastic bag that can't make up its mind whether it's drowning or floating in pooled darkness.] Um.
I fucked up. I thought I could get out of range, but it all went tits up.
Locked to Severus Snape | text | 0% encryption
its me. I did it. im really fucking sorry but
I dont know how to make it stop.
i think this is why i wasnt sleeping. wasnt it?
I guess it doesnt matter now. I marked the way but I lost all of it. i dont think Ive got options left this point. sorry. again.
video;
Where are you.
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[William has the grace to look embarrassed, if grace has anything to do with it; but mostly he looks tired and nervy. Maybe not as tired and nervy as she is, but then again, he's presumably been out of the way of the worst of violent lunacy.] Put some marks on the wall in case but I tried finding 'em again. Shit for luck.
Are you all right? [Stupid question. Fairly stupid, but she looks lucid, doesn't she?]
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[Didn't they just talk about this? Maybe she should have told that story less like it had a happy ending.]
I'm fine. Had a couple fucked up moments, but I'm fine. Be better if I wasn't so worried about my idiot friend. Where'd you leave from?
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--do you think it'd end if I died?
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fuck, no -
for a moment she can't think of anything at all to say, mouth opening and closing around silence, stupid and fishlike.]
It might. But it might not.
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[It isn't really a question. William's voice sounds quiet suddenly, when he says that.
Probably.]
What the fuck else is there?
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[She is trying
very hard
not to cry.
She's about to fail.]
And - what about me? I can't - I can't lose you. Not until I know we've tried everything, I just - I can't.
Don't move. Don't try anything, don't go anywhere. Not until I at least see you. Promise me.
TILLY HOOOOOWWw dare you nnnnnnnnnnNO
No-- it was a stupid idea. I was being-- fucking stupid, [which is actually true.] Professor Snape says-- it could just go to someone else. This thing I'm doing. [A beat. He doesn't think it's true; he isn't sure how much Guangtou is actually here, how much is the demon and what was recon syndrome. How likely it is this exact combination of circumstance and ability and personal weakness might occur again.]
Because I've carrying a demon.
[He hasn't said the word to Professor Snape, but Heather is different; or rather, he's different with her. She should get to choose whether to come, whether to leave him.]
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She laughs. It's quiet and bitter, but it lets the air through and color back into her face.]
You know, I've been working on something for that. Maybe the professor can help.
Stay where you are, asshole. I'll see you soon.
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I did it or
the fighting and the hate and that shit im doing it. its one of my fucked up stupid abilities and its bloody outo f̴̡͈͙͉͍̬̬͓̦̅ͯ̄ͥͩ͗ͥ̚ͅ ̨̘̙̯̗̲̳̌ͫ̚ć͎͖͖̼̻ͬ̈̈̏͜ͅontrol
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[ It's difficult to articulate into words how angry Severus is. For a hundred reasons-- among them William never saying anything about this ability before, thus never working on using it. The things he's seen people relive, and to do each other.
Severus had stared at his comms device for a span of time that felt like ages processing that first message. ]
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[Oddly, the words from William's thumbs come fast and freely, but he's been thinking about it for awhile, and it feels even longer than it has been.]
do you think itll end if Im dead
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1/2
2/2
then this shit
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[ That is a rhetorical inquiry and the answer is no people; hopefully this implies the furious lecture that William isn't currently receiving due to time being an issue. ]
no subject
No. No people sounds good. William's fingers are sweating more now and he typoes three times before he gives up correcting his errors.]
Idotn know whate lse ot do now
audio.
Calmly: ] You're going to do what you should have done to begin with, and meet me so I can take a look at how it's working.
audio;
Told Heather I left from Medbay. I tried retracing my steps a few-- I don't know, it felt like a few fucking hours, and I kept winding up at the same stupid fucking mark. I think.
audio;
[ * FAMOUS LAST WORDS ]