[SIIIIIIGH. She now seems suddenly genuinely distressed, and her voice is strained. THis is a sore subject for Juliana.]

It's there but it's difficult to access it. The human mind is so slow. And I feel like it's too difficult to learn more. I keep trying to memorize such trivial things and it's not working as well as I'd like.

[Not that part of that can't be attributed to her Rampancy, but... details.]