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[it's a question that had come from a time long before this jump. one born from his very arrival; exacerbated by those weeks spent alone in the ship. he needs answers, and he knows that he should be looking to the other jedi for them. but obi-wan isn't an option now. not while he's still dealing with the truths he's learned most recently. quinlan, a master, and still too unapproachable for him. the same again for lucien, a complete stranger. and then there's luke.
no, this is the way it has to go because there is no other option. it's one time where he needs to look beyond the will of the force. he needs to find advice.]
This ship is capable of bringing together those from different dimensions, as we are all aware. But so too is it capable of gathering those from different moments in time.
What do you do, then, if you hear tales of your own future? What if you learn that you will one day go against all that you believe?
[don't worry sw nerds, he isn't talking vader-level issues. more fathering a child-level rule breaking. a child that he isn't around to raise himself.]
Do you take what you have learned as a single, unchangeable future, or do you set all you have learned aside?
Is it even possible to ignore an accomplishment that you know shouldn't have taken place?
[and then, a second post. one unlinked to the first and filtered directly to a single person.]
[locked to luke skywalker]
[despite starting the message, there's a long pause at first. a moment to try and build himself up to it. the force had told him, han had confirmed it. but he still needed to hear it from the one person- the only person -who he knows he can trust completely about this. about their connection.]
I need to hear it from you. I need you to tell me who I am.
[he needs the truth]
no, this is the way it has to go because there is no other option. it's one time where he needs to look beyond the will of the force. he needs to find advice.]
This ship is capable of bringing together those from different dimensions, as we are all aware. But so too is it capable of gathering those from different moments in time.
What do you do, then, if you hear tales of your own future? What if you learn that you will one day go against all that you believe?
[don't worry sw nerds, he isn't talking vader-level issues. more fathering a child-level rule breaking. a child that he isn't around to raise himself.]
Do you take what you have learned as a single, unchangeable future, or do you set all you have learned aside?
Is it even possible to ignore an accomplishment that you know shouldn't have taken place?
[and then, a second post. one unlinked to the first and filtered directly to a single person.]
[locked to luke skywalker]
[despite starting the message, there's a long pause at first. a moment to try and build himself up to it. the force had told him, han had confirmed it. but he still needed to hear it from the one person- the only person -who he knows he can trust completely about this. about their connection.]
I need to hear it from you. I need you to tell me who I am.
[he needs the truth]
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[ Awk...ward. Daylen considers this a moment, then : ]
Because it is hard to explain, or because you are loathe to do so in this manner?
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An explanation would make this entire post useless.
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[ Daylen does love to advise, though, to meddle and learn and listen. It makes him feel useful. So -- ]
I suppose, if you ever wont to seek counsel outside of this forum I can offer to listen. My name is Daylen Amell, and the number upon my door is 012 and 051. I cannot promise good answers, but sometimes a level of understanding is comforting nonetheless.
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If a suitable time comes, I will contact you.
[though spoiler: he won't. even making this post was a step beyond anything he wanted to do. talking openly about the situation is something far beyond his capabilities right now]