Bran Stark | the wolf dreamer (
wolfdreamer) wrote in
ataraxion2012-11-12 11:44 am
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[The video feed is shaky when it starts, held by hands unused to recording anything. The chaos of the recording is only compounded by the sounds of it: a wolf howling, long and lonely, and a fire crackling, and the heavy sound of someone breathing, almost panicked. The fire is the focus of the video. Whatever fuels it has nearly burned up, but in the center of the fire, there is something that might be just discernible as one of the masks.
But it is not Bran's mask that is burning, because when he turns the video around, he's wearing it. It's an ugly mask, made of thin leather (skin?) and crude stitches.]
There was a girl, and now she's gone. [The mask makes his breathing clumsy; sadness and anger do the rest to flatten and twist his voice.] That was her mask. I found it. And I looked for her, I have been looking and looking for days, and my brothers have looked, but she's gone. I know it. I feel it. And Betty Ross--she was a great friend to me--
This ship takes people from us, and it isn't fair. You should not be brought somewhere if you are only going to be taken away again. You should not-- If we are here, aboard this ship, then we are here for a purpose. We were brought here, we didn't come here by any accident or mistake. I don't want to go home-- [The wolf howls louder, a stabbing sound, and Bran's voice twists--part lie and part truth. If you're paying close attention to the video, you might see the face of his mask shift, just a little, to something less boy and more wolf, white teeth gleaming with slaver--and then back again, only a boy's face of stitched skin.] I want to know the reason.
It isn't any captain that brings us here. It must be something else. And once I dreamed the ship was alive-- [The mask shifts again, as if something moves beneath the skin, and Bran's voice twists and flattens once more.] --but I can't find it. I want to know the reason, and I will find the reason, and I will not forget the girl that is gone. She was pack--
[The howling of the wolf is louder now, and Bran's voice seems almost to join it on that last word, somehow, as if it is a howl and not a word at all. He drops his device upon the ground, but it stays on for a few moments longer, focused up on the nearest tree, upon which someone has crudely carved a face. Eventually, the video times out.]
But it is not Bran's mask that is burning, because when he turns the video around, he's wearing it. It's an ugly mask, made of thin leather (skin?) and crude stitches.]
There was a girl, and now she's gone. [The mask makes his breathing clumsy; sadness and anger do the rest to flatten and twist his voice.] That was her mask. I found it. And I looked for her, I have been looking and looking for days, and my brothers have looked, but she's gone. I know it. I feel it. And Betty Ross--she was a great friend to me--
This ship takes people from us, and it isn't fair. You should not be brought somewhere if you are only going to be taken away again. You should not-- If we are here, aboard this ship, then we are here for a purpose. We were brought here, we didn't come here by any accident or mistake. I don't want to go home-- [The wolf howls louder, a stabbing sound, and Bran's voice twists--part lie and part truth. If you're paying close attention to the video, you might see the face of his mask shift, just a little, to something less boy and more wolf, white teeth gleaming with slaver--and then back again, only a boy's face of stitched skin.] I want to know the reason.
It isn't any captain that brings us here. It must be something else. And once I dreamed the ship was alive-- [The mask shifts again, as if something moves beneath the skin, and Bran's voice twists and flattens once more.] --but I can't find it. I want to know the reason, and I will find the reason, and I will not forget the girl that is gone. She was pack--
[The howling of the wolf is louder now, and Bran's voice seems almost to join it on that last word, somehow, as if it is a howl and not a word at all. He drops his device upon the ground, but it stays on for a few moments longer, focused up on the nearest tree, upon which someone has crudely carved a face. Eventually, the video times out.]

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[text] what...happened...to that comment...
[text] IDK BUT MY FEELINGS WERE HURT
[text] No, no, no, tiny Cee...no don't cry, please don't
[text] I made you a river with my tears, don't you like it....
[text] I bathed in it but it was creepily warm
[text] well jeez SO-RRY I did my best
[text] Ahhh, fine, I'll forgive you.....
[text] u r a saint
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[ she is silent for a moment; it's hard here, unbearable at times, without her mother, Cesare, Giulia. But she thinks that if they were to come and disappear it would be harder, more cruel, as if the ship is mocking them (can't it? he said he dreamed the ship was alive) and their agony. ]
There is no justice to be found aboard this ship and no one to seek it from but if you will seek for it then allow us, allow me to help.
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If there is no justice to seek, then how would you help?
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Bran? Bran! It's Remus, it's Remus Lupin-- please let me in, Bran--
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Behind the door, Summer paces fretfully, whining. And eventually, Bran rises and opens the door to Remus Lupin.
When he sees his mask, he feels something twist in his own. Something like a snarl, something like a mouse moving under rushes on the floor--and maybe his own mask goes wolfish for a second.]
Remus Lupin.
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Is that one of those masks that the anonymous dudes mentioned in the details of the incidents that have taken place here?
I missed out on that one, but I think you really shouldn't put any of those masks on unless you actually know what they're for.
[ Dirk is totally worried and might head on over to his room to check up on him. But I see that Remus is already there. ^^;;; ]
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[YES but I am okay with timebending or having him drop by later or w/e! 8) ]
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She's gone. She's gone--
[And he wants to say more, but he doesn't trust himself, weak and stupid and childish as he is.]
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Bran? [Her voice is shaking, and she swallows the lump that's forming in her throat.]
Sometimes the reasons things happen are hard to find.
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[His snarl is part angry and part wounded, the way an animal might answer a word of comfort, and if there is a prickle of regret at speaking to Primrose Everdeen in this way (because he likes her, because she was kind and Summer liked her, too), it is drowned out by the feeling clawing at his chest.]
I know--but there are reasons here. There are answers to find. It isn't like everything else, it is a ship, and someone controls it.
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bran are you okay
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You do not want to to go home--do you, Nill?
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except you also hit him in the purpose feels and that's less awesome. Still, he's very gentle, if a bit vocally strained.]
Aye. I don't think many of us could disagree with that, but in my experience, the reasons are rarely good ones.
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We were brought so far. There must be a good reason, even if not one that we want to hear. There will at least be a reason to tell.
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I don't think-
Please take the mask off.
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She is gone, Jon--I looked, but I knew. I would know why. I would know where, and why-- why it happens. [The rawness in his voice grows worse as he goes on.]
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[ It hurts, it hurts no matter what, but she needs to know. ]
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Don't say her name. She never used her name-- [She made me swear--] --so you mustn't, either.
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It's a mask, Rickon.