culver: scremies @ lj (wasted years)
иιℓℓ. ([personal profile] culver) wrote in [community profile] ataraxion2012-08-22 12:46 pm

► 002.

[the video coming on is a complete accident. the hallway she's in is cast mostly in gloom, and only slightly more than her outline is visible. nill is clutching the comm in her hand, the camera aimed at her crooked. she's wearing one of her dresses from the most recent jump. her face is just out of the frame, but her wings aren't. they're standing straight out from her back, quivering. and from just that small movement, a feather falls.

and then nill darts from her hiding spot into the lit hall, and her wings are in full view. they look scraggly, a few thin patches visible. the sudden movement makes another feather come out, and then the video darkens again as she finds shelter in the next dark hallway. the feed cuts.]


think i am sick
heine where are you


[ooc; molting molting molting yeah]
amethysts: (on the pawn shop wall)

video | after heine and nill stop network communicating

[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-22 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Fuck, fuck, fuck.]

Hey, you guys--you need anything?
amethysts: (bike wheel spinning)

[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-22 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
'Kay. Look, you're moulting. You been stressed lately?

You need to eat a lot of protein and salt. Keep your eletrolytes up. This happen to you before? I know mine shed when I've been run down.
amethysts: (whoever got that brave?)

[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
...kiddo, you're going to be fine. I can almost guarantee you this is no big thing. 'Kay? Don't freak. I lose my feathers every fall. It's probably something in the atmosphere you're not used to. Unless you feel sick otherwise--don't worry.

Fuck--let me talk to your guy before he freaks. I know what this is. [She rolls up her sleeve. Feather buddies, right? And it's a relief to her that--for once these come in useful]
amethysts: (dive like a dying bird)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
Fine, whatev. He's a dick anyway.

[If it bugged Nill, well. Libby would leave it alone. The guy was sketchy even if she approved of him for taking care of Nill. Didn't make them friends.]

'Kay. Do you know what a period is? Do you get them? It's when you bleed out of your [wow Nill makes her not want to be vulgar, what is that] your vagina every month or...whenev. I don't have one, but do you? Or just know what I mean?
amethysts: (on the pawn shop wall)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[From Libby dick is practically a term of affection.

And oh fuck, no, she is so not the person for this job, someone help her, she just wanted to make an analogy why--but now she's here, and who else knows freaky mutant sex ed like she does?]


Ohhhkay, I--do you know what sex is? And what it's for? I promise this has to do with your feathers, we'll get there.
amethysts: (hundred years hundred more)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, no.

No, no, no. Libby freezes, obviously upset, and tilts the camera away for a second to get a grip. She knows that look. She's worn that look. Whixh means she thinks she knows what she has to do, but--she tilts the camera back down.]


Hey. Me too. [Her smile is quietly reassuring, she hopes.] Listen. Let's not talk about that right now. The important thing is this is normal. Your feathers just need to replace themselves. It's like when strands of your hair come out when you're washing it. Just eat stuff that you want and rest. Nothing's wrong with you.

And I think--I think you and me need to talk later. Alone. 'Cause there are things you should know that you don't. About the other thing. And nobody ever helped me out, so. I want to help you out. Can we do that?
amethysts: (dive like a dying bird)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[Libby doesn't like talking about it either. Oh, it's easy to spit at people, to speak in generalities and let them make up whatever stupid teenage whore story they want. But really talking about it? Really getting into it, how it felt? How it still feels?

No, she doesn't like talking about it. But Nill needs to know things that will keep her safer, and Libby doesn't even think of asking anyone for help. This is between them.

She had little sisters in freezers waiting to be born. She had little whores who learned how to stay alive in her wake. Libby can do this.]


Is there anything you wanna know about your feathers?

[Because aside from the nod in response, the other subject is cut now.]
amethysts: (whoever got that brave?)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
Tell Loomy McSnarls to calm down.

[She teases, but then softens. She does like what he does for Nill, at least. They don't have to like each personally to be allies; stay at a distance and watch Nill. Easy.]

You wicked like him, huh.
amethysts: (whoever got that brave?)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Rad. Well, 'cause it's you? And just because it's you, I am not turning into a sucker--if he needs any techy stuff, let me know. Hey, did you see that Banner guy made a text to voice program? You pick that up yet?

[Libby could slap herself. Now she was never going to get over being protective of Nill.]
amethysts: (dive like a dying bird)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-23 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Your typing is better. Guess all those crazy bitches pulled it off, huh?

[Fuck knew Libby wouldn't have the patience for it.]
amethysts: (make me a beast half as brave)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-24 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
Real soon you'll be pro. Then I can teach you all the cursing ever and you can horrify the fuck out of everybody and blame me.

[...bonding?]
amethysts: (but i can't find work)

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[personal profile] amethysts 2012-08-25 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Horrify the tiny birdgirl. Good job, Libby.]

Well--get some rest. Oatmeal baths help with the itching. I know there's oatmeal on the kitchens.