[ he doesn't say a word for a very long time before he finally says something. his voice cracks and he just doesn't know how to fully articulate how this can't be real.

she's dead. he saw her body. this time she was supposed to be dead for real. ]

I don't- Jenna, you're not- you're not actually real. Your body is on the floor. You're bleeding and you're not fine. You're dead and even if I want it to be true, you're dead, Jenna. I saw it this time. It's not like at home. I just saw your body.