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[for four days, nill has stayed in her room. she's ignored messages and neglected to check on horse and dog in the gardens. but those four days gave her time to think and calm down--at least on the outside. she's washed her face and wings, and has brushed her hair stick-straight. she's even put on one of her dresses, though it doesn't fit quite right anymore. she wants to show her friends that she's okay. instead of looking like a sixteen year old girl that's just lost the only person in the world she trusts, she just looks like a sixteen year old girl who could do with a good night's sleep. there is a mild difference.]

Heine Rammsteiner is gone. He has left his things to me. Most of them are clothes. If anybody needs them they can come take them.

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That is cute.
I do not have a nickname.

you should, nicknames are awesome

I do not know what it would be.

bet i can figure something out what do you like to do?

I like to cook and draw. I have been practicing sign language a lot. I spend a lot of time in the gardens with Horse and Dog.

hm anything funny about you?

What counts as funny?

you tell me! like im an idiot and im high all the time and i kinda have a lazy eye also im missing a finger

I am not very good at sewing. I have wings. I like stories about knights.

wait u have wings like for real

[nill turns the video back on; here is a teenage girl, all blonde hair and blue eyes with, yes, a small pair of white-feathered wings sticking out of her back. their span isn't more than three feet, obviously useless for flight.]

Yes.

whoa awesome! howd you get them? are u a mutant? angel? bird lady?

[normally, she would avoid the question. but she's too tired from being upset about heine to care.]

I am not an angel. Someone put them there. Some people call us mutants in my world but I am just a person.