It was complicated, Miles. We were talking about world peace, a new golden age for our country; people unified in a common cause for the first time in our country's history. And for a long time I was led to believe that there wasn't a choice to make, that it'd happen and there was nothing I could do about it.

No, I didn't believe in it, and I didn't want it to happen. When I made my choice, I chose to give up my life to prevent it.

Does that answer your question?