My excuse was Desmond needed someone to keep him safe. And that's true, he did.
But the bigger part is that I'm not-- there are things that have happened to me, things I went through and things I did because I had to in the moment that I didn't handle very well. I felt... powerless. Sidelined.
I wanted to feel like I had control over my life again, and admittedly like the only things I'm good for aren't long talks and meals and being told to stay inside and safe.
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But the bigger part is that I'm not-- there are things that have happened to me, things I went through and things I did because I had to in the moment that I didn't handle very well. I felt... powerless. Sidelined.
I wanted to feel like I had control over my life again, and admittedly like the only things I'm good for aren't long talks and meals and being told to stay inside and safe.
Lots of time to think, hiking through the ship.