I really don't know how they would have done it for me, to be honest. Hahaha -- and you're right, I don't think any of the numerous PMCs I've known weren't famed to deal in that kind of business.

It's possible now, that I've had more time to think about it, that they were lying the entire time.

[LB shrugs, tilting her head along with the motion.] I'll probably never know now. But in a way? Being put in charge of the battlefield, rather than being afraid of it?

Heeheeheehee... maybe it's a little strange to most people, but to me... it was almost a little therapeutic.