[Even if it was, it's okay. Everybody deserves some in their life.]

I tried this thing when I first got here where I would pretend it was an all-expenses paid vacation and it would only be for a week or two. I would have fun, probably have sex with a handful of strangers I'd never see again, maybe pickup some of the local lingo, and then get to go back.

[It was a coping mechanism that never got off the ground far enough to work.]