[There's a visible hesitation that he immediately regrets.
Geez, Sam. Discreet. Just because you're not on a job doesn't mean...]
I guess I am. Taught that way, and all.
[Said like there's more to it; there's always more to it. But for a long while, Sam wasn't really allowed to say it. Now that he's older, he's bitched and moaned until the sun goes down about how much he wishes he weren't some lanky kid with a gun in his hand, scoping through graveyards and getting attacked by cutlery and vampires.
Dean clings to the legacy like it's his lifeline, and Sam worries he'll be dragged into that same idea. Worried that, at the end of all this? He'll desperately stay afloat on hunting, because in the end it'll be all he has to cling to. No, he wants the other stuff. He wants his family to want it, too.
Saving people, hunting things, the family business.
He doesn't like that motto. Didn't like it even when it was sing-songed wearily, like maybe as long as they were together, it wouldn't be so overwhelming and toxic and downright scary.]
It was more for safety's sake, though. Not my preferred choice of job... y'know?
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Geez, Sam. Discreet. Just because you're not on a job doesn't mean...]
I guess I am. Taught that way, and all.
[Said like there's more to it; there's always more to it. But for a long while, Sam wasn't really allowed to say it. Now that he's older, he's bitched and moaned until the sun goes down about how much he wishes he weren't some lanky kid with a gun in his hand, scoping through graveyards and getting attacked by cutlery and vampires.
Dean clings to the legacy like it's his lifeline, and Sam worries he'll be dragged into that same idea. Worried that, at the end of all this? He'll desperately stay afloat on hunting, because in the end it'll be all he has to cling to. No, he wants the other stuff. He wants his family to want it, too.
Saving people, hunting things, the family business.
He doesn't like that motto. Didn't like it even when it was sing-songed wearily, like maybe as long as they were together, it wouldn't be so overwhelming and toxic and downright scary.]
It was more for safety's sake, though. Not my preferred choice of job... y'know?